BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR

ALEXIA KING

Flashback

"Feel it, Bitch" I say whilst hitting my aunt with a whip, whose hands are tied on a hanging ceiling and legs are tied to different poles apart. I'm using all force in me to hurt her but being only 14 years, it's like I'm teasing her with a whip.

She is a moaning mess and I'm getting frustrated now.

"Pet, please" She pleads for I don't know what but by speaking without my concern she broke the rule, and now is the time for her punishment and I'm going to make sure to hit her hard this time because once this is over she will hit me double of this and then pass me over to other two women for their 'fun'.

I don't want to be here. I don't belong here. I'm not their 'Pet'. She is turning me into this monster who seeks pleasure from hurting her others. They starve me and hit me every time I protest.

"Get ready for your punishment, Whore" I say grinning like an evil, thinking of ways to punish her.

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Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring!  Rin-!

Shutting my alarm, I wake up sweating like a wet kitten.

As usual, following my morning chores, I go down for breakfast.

"Good Morning, Martin" I wish, sitting on my chair to devour my breakfast.

"Good Morning, Alexia"

"Did someone visit me last time?"

"No, why?"

"No reason" Last night I felt someone's presence in my room but then I have a habit of dreaming about those three people.

We talk while eating our breakfast. Rohn is gone to attend her daughter's annual day competition and Joseph will join us in the evening because he is busy with his college trip to the museum.

I to leave for college which I don't want to because Kevin is going to parade Victoria in his arms. 

Date. Fucking date. They fucking went on a date.

I should be happy for both of them but I'm not. Apart from all other feelings, I'm freaking jealous.

I wanted him but he was never supposed to be mine anyway but I can still have him as my friend.

Arriving at college, I spot my friends along with Kevin but no sign of Victoria around him.

My feet automatically make their way to Kevin but come to a halt when Victoria hugged him from behind.

Something fell in my stomach, twisting my heart with phantom hands.

For god sakes girl! Where was she 30 seconds before?

I close my eyes and try to calm myself down and ignore the pain and move in direction of my friends but I feel Kevin's gaze on me all the time, so I smile in his direction to show I am not affected by his wrapped around another girl but my eyes find his, his electric blue eyes. My favorite and if not man himself then I am at least in love with his eyes. Their depth invites me deep and for a moment they make me forget my past.

But why is not Kevin breaking eye contact when he is hugging his girlfriend, for Pete's sake! For a strange reason, I pity Victoria but both suit each other.

I turn to greet my friends.

"Hey, guys" I wave a little, smiling more than required.

"Hi?" Ed says eyeing me suspiciously.