For my dear Catarina ❤️

Again

And there I am, writing another useless paragraph about my best friend. Well I don't know if she's still my best friend, I hope she is.

I did so many stupid things since I know her and I regret each of them. I wish I could turn back in time and do everything differently. But, unfortunately I can't.

So, Catarina, I don't know if this is the moment I completely lost you, tears are streaming down my face right on that thought cause I never ever wanted this to happen. I am so sorry for being a shit, I am sorry for making you jealous all the time, I am sorry for making you give up.

I never wanted you to give up, I never wanted us to tear apart, I always believed we are strong, but I guess this is the moment that shows that we maybe aren't that much, deep down we know that everything is not so pink and colourful as it seems.

But, I love you Catarina, I freaking do the most in this world and no I don't text you only when I an bored, you are my life, my whole universe and I can't get you out of it so easily nor I don't want to. There is no person ever I like to talk more or the person I love more than you.

But I guess this was our path, I hope you'll find someone who isn't a bitch to you, someone who will treat you like the person you are. But if you ever decide to come back or to talk to me, do it, please, I'll be waiting for you, forever

As I reminder I will put some of our best memories here

Me being stupid:

The edit I am actually proud of;

The moment I felt so surprised, yet so happy and lucky to have you:

Me after you leaving:

The moment you made me cry of cuteness

The moment I died of cuteness part 2

So who is the person that has my whole heart???