The Substitute Teacher

Part 108 ~ The Twins' Birthday Weekend Part 11

Hey guys! here is an extra long part for you all!
hope you enjoy!
Much L.O.V.E
Mel xxx
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~ Jaylah's point of view ~

F*ck !!!!!!

I can't even . . .

Out of all the people in the world, it's DAD who catches me having sex for the first time. I'm so angryyyy . . at him but more at myself. . first of all, I should've locked the damn door . . and second . . there is no second . . dad is gonna kill me . . like for real . . this is the end . . this is how it ends.

I put on my bra and panties and get back under the covers. Dad is next door dealing with Jaden. I hope he's not gonna be in too much trouble . . He had sex with Jenna, I heard them . . Jenna was so loud . . kinda funny to hear her moan next door, but the thought of my own brother giving it to her, kinda made it all a little bit gross . . but we had fun . . . UNTIL DAD CAME HOME . . .

I had sex . . . for the first time in my life . . it wasn't long, we were just getting started but the 10 minutes we had together were so nice . . . . . Braxton was so caring and sweet to me . . like seriously . . he comes off tough and macho-ish but on top of me he was the cutest cutiepie ever . . . .

When he first entered me . . I like literally wanted to cry . . he's a big boy if you know what I'm saying . . he asked me right away if there's something wrong . . if he's hurting me . . bla bla . . I was just melting from his sweetness . . totally distracted me from the pain . . he then tried again and went in all the way . . it still hurt like hell but it felt good too . . . it felt amazing . . . . I kinda miss him now . . . why did dad have to come in right this minute :( ?? . . I would've loved to have some more of Braxton . . .

This night totally turned into something I would've never expected. First we started playing truth or dare . . we had a fun time . . and then we started doing more dirty stuff to each other which totally led us all to have sex . . . I didn't mind at all . . . I still have alcohol in me and I'm still wasted but I know what I did . . I won't regret it tomorrow morning . . I did it with Braxton because I really, really wanted to. . not because I was drunk . .

Dad comes back to my room. . he closes the door and walks up to my bed. Here we go again with the lecture . . here we go again with being grounded . . here we go again with there's gonna be hell to pay, here we go again . . . . .

"Jaylah . . . I don't even know what to say anymore . . I don't know what to do anymore!!! . . . I'm over and done in my head . . over and done dealing with all this mess . . . why can't I trust you guys?!!!! why can't you just stay home and be good?? why do I always have to worry about you?? why???!!!! I'm so done with it!!!!! . . your mom is gone and I'm exhausted . . . I'm done . . . I'm not even going to get mad anymore . . . I'm done . . . I can't stay it enough . . . I'm just done!!!!!"

"Dad, I'm sorry . . . ."

"Yea . . sure . . of course you are . . . ."

"Dad . . . I . . I really wanted it . . ."

"You really wanted what?"

"Braxton . . ."

"You really wanted Braxton?? . . why don't you just grab my heart, rip it out and throw it in a fire?!!! how can you say that to me?? . . how can you . . . you can't have sex!! . . you're a young girl . . TOO YOUNG . . there is no way you and a boy can have . . . . there is . . . . I can't . . . *pauses* . . . I don't even wanna hear it!!!!! . . I'm done!!!! . . . I feel like I can do anything but it's never enough . . it's never good enough . . I'm trying to protect you guys, I'm trying to treat you fairly and with respect but now it's all biting me in my ass . . . . I'm done trying to make it right . . . I'm done caring . . . you kids do whatever the heck you want!!! . . I'm done teaching you right from wrong . . I'm done . . I guess the only thing I can really teach is at school . . but it looks like I suck at being a dad . . . . I'm done telling you guys what not to do. . . I'm done . . . I want you guys to go ahead and make all the decisions on your own from now on!! . . you're not listening to me, so what's the point of me making rules? what's the point of me telling you what you can and cannot do? . . you guys do whatever you want anyway!!!! . . .you're both free to do whatever you want from this day on . . and I won't be there to care" . . . *Leaves the room*

Jaden comes in a minute later . . . 

"Dad f*cking slapped me in the face"

"He did????"

"Yea . . . he never slapped me before . . . ever . . ."

"Did it hurt? . . . . ."

"Yea it hurt!!! . . it was a really hard slap, I didn't expect it. . ."

"I'm sorry he did that . . . . . dad is exhausted . . not just physically but mentally too . . he really looks like a mess and it's all our fault . . he feels like he can't handle us anymore . . . .that's what he said before he left my room . . he said he's done doing the best he can . . . he's done trying to make it right . . and we should do whatever we want from now on . . he won't be there to care, he said . . . . ."

"He didn't mean the last part. . ."

"Yea . . I know . . . of course he still cares . . . but we made him so angry . . he didn't even hug us for our birthday, Jaden . . . we ruined it . . we ruined it big time . . ."

"I guess we did . . . . but I'm still in shock over that slap . . . I can't believe dad hit me . . he never hit me before . . but I saw the look on his face after he did it . . .he instantly felt bad about it . . he looked at his hand and shook his head. . . he stood there for a while . . . then he left . . . . he didn't even say anything . . . he just left the room and closed the door"

"And you know what? dad didn't even continue with his lecture about Braxton!!! I expected him to go on and on about how I'm only 16 and about how Braxton is not my boyfriend . . how I'm so damn grounded for the rest of my life and bla bla . . . I expected him to say all that stuff but he didn't . . . he was like ''what's the point'' . . . we really messed up, Jaden . . . and on top of that, mom isn't here and that frustrates him even more . . . ."

"Jaylah . . . I'm sorry I let Braxton have sex with you. . ."

"LET HIM? . . you didn't let him . . he wanted to and I wanted to . ."

"Yea but he's my best friend . . I shouldn't have let it happen . ."

"I really enjoyed the alone time I had with him. . Jaden, I wanted it. . ."

"Yea but now that I think of it, dad is right . . I should protect you more. ."

"You already do . . . . ."

"No I don't . . . I let my best friend have sex with you . . what kind of brother am I?"

"A great one. . . you did nothing wrong . . dad is overreacting . . when we're outside you always defend me . . in school you ALWAYS protect me . . . not one day goes by that I don't feel safe when I'm with you . . . but I'm old enough to know who I want to have sex with . . . and I chose Braxton to be the first . ."

"Yea but still . . now that I think of it . . you just had sex for the first time . . with MY best friend . . I feel like that's so wrong . . he isn't even your boyfriend . . you guys aren't even invovled with each other . . . Jaylah . . I don't want you to get your heart broken . . . . please don't fall in love with him. . . he's not the type of guy to fall in love. . . he's a player . . . worse than me . . ."

"It's ok . . . I won't fall in love with him. . . ."

"Was he good to you?"

"He was . . ."

"Did he hurt you?"

"No . . everything was ok . . . until dad came in"

"Speaking of dad . . . where is he?"


~ Michael's point of view ~ 

I'm in the bedroom now, taking off my clothes. . I never needed sleep more than I do right this minute. Tonight was just too much for me . . . first the fight with Ariana . . now this . . I still see Braxton on top of her . . both naked . . it makes me feel sick to my stomach . . . . but I'm not gonna get mad anymore . . I seriously have no strength for that right now . . . I need to close my eyes and sleep . . . what I will do from now on is not care anymore . . . I'm going to pretend that I'm just another person living here . . . I want the kids to realize that they still need me . . . . I want them to know that I do everything out of love . . and not to torture them . . . I will not care about a thing from this day on . . no rules anymore . . . 

the door opens . . . it's Ariana . . . I wonder where she was . .

"Michael? . . when did you come back?"

"10 minutes ago . . . . where were you?"

"I was at Felicia's place . . . . why do you care?"

"Actually, I don't know . . . you're right . . I don't care"

"Good . . ."

She takes off her clothes and sits down on her side of the bed. . after taking off her watch she turns around and looks at me. 

"I don't think I wanna sleep next to someone who thinks I'm a cheater"

"I never said that . . ."

"Yes you did . . . get out of this bed, I'm not sleeping next to you!!"

"Are you kidding me? . . ."

"NO, I'M NOT KIDDING YOU!!! you hurt me, Michael!!! you looked into my eyes and told me all this stuff about how I'm unfaithful . . . you still bring up the thing with Cameron!!! . . why are you doing that to me???!! telling me you can't trust me anymore ever since the thing with Cameron?!! then why are you still married to me, huh????? why??! GET OUT OF THIS BED!!" 

"Well sorry that the thing with Cameron is still on my mind!!! . . that wound will never fully heal and I told you that!!! but I still love you Ariana . . I always wanna be with you . . but you have to respect my feelings!!!! when I heard Jaylah say that you're having sex with other men, I instantly thought about the thing with Cameron . . . . you did it once and-"

"I did it once and now you think I'm going to do it again?!! I gave you 2 children, you jackass!!!! and the third one is on the way!!! how in the world can you think that I would ever cheat on you again?!!!!!! we've been married for so many years now and you still can't get over it???? . . . JUST GET OUT OF MY FACE!!!"

"NO!!!!"

"YES!!! I will not sleep with you in this bed tonight!!!!!"

"So you don't love me anymore?? is that it?"

"Just get out of my face, Michael!!!!!!"

I get up and leave the bedroom . . . of course Ariana follows me to the living room with that angry voice of hers, still throwing words at me . . .

"You know Michael. . . I wonder why you're still married to me . . if you think I'm a cheater, why don't you just freaking file for divorce? huh??? tell me!!!"

"I'm not gonna say anything to that . . . ."

"Why not?!! answer my question!!!!"

"No I will not . . that was a stupid question and you know the answer!!!"

"No I don't!! is it because you love me?? is that it? . . if you really loved me you would f*cking trust me you idiot!!!! you wouldn't accuse me of cheating just because you overheard Jaylah talking about it . . . I told you it's not true!! . . I hate your face, I just hate everything about you right now, PLEASE, don't you ever f*cking talk to me again!!!!!"

She walks back to the bedroom and slams the door so hard that the picture frames on the wall in the hallway fall down and break . . . what a night . . . I can't even sleep in my own bed . . . how much worse can this get? . . . I can't deal with this anymore . . . 

My little girl is having sex, my wife hates my guts and I slapped my son in the face . . . I wonder what's next . . I seriously wonder what's gonna happen next . . I walk upstairs . . I take a quick look in Jaylah's room . . she's fast asleep on the bed . . I turn off the lights and slowly close the door . . . then I walk over to Jaden's door but I hesitate to open it . . . .

I need to apologize to him . . I feel terrible for putting my hand on him, it breaks me apart. I open the door and look around . . . he's not here. . . I check for his jacket and shoes . . . not here either . . . I walk downstairs and check the kitchen counter . . . his phone is gone too . . . .

I walk back into the bedroom.

"Where are my car keys?" I ask.

"In your ass!" She yells.

"No, please . . this is serious . . Jaden left . . ."

"What?! . . he left? . . now?"

"Yes. . . ."

"Where is Jaylah?"

"She's home . . ."

"Where did Jaden go???"

"I DON'T KNOW!!! that's why I need my car keys so I can go look for him!"

She gives me the car keys and I'm out the door . . but I don't have to go far . . I don't even need to get in the car . . I already found him. He's sitting on the wooden bench under the tree. . . I put the keys in my pocket and slowly walk up to him.

"Jaden?" 

"Dad. . . . ."

"How are ya?"

"Good . . ."

"Are you sure?"

"Yea . . ."

"Can I sit next to you?"

Jaden shrugs.
"I don't care . . ."

I sit down and put my arm around him. 
"I'm sorry I slapped you . . I feel terrible . . . ."

"Ok . . . ."

"I mean it . . . let me hug you . ."

"No thanks . . ."

"Come on . . . give your dad a hug"

"I'm not in the mood to give you a hug right now . . ."

All the emotions and feelings inside of me make my heart shrink to nothing . . I don't want to but I start crying . . I can't hold it in . . I got my hands on my face, letting it all out . . . I have an emotional breakdown and there's nothing I can do about it . . . . .

"Dad? . . . why are you crying?"

"I've never felt so bad in my life . . . Jaden . . I need someone to lean on to . . your mother hates me, Jaylah probably hates me . . . now you hate me . . . . I just feel horrible and I hate that I'm crying right now but I can't help it . . . ."

"You can hug me dad . . . you can lean on me. . ."

I look at him . . . Jaden looks at me and starts crying too. Then he wraps his arms around me and hugs me so very tightly . . . I feel the pain in my heart slowly subside . . .

"Happy birthday Jaden . . . I love you very much"

"I love you too. . . . are you and mom gonna be ok?"

I pause for a second . . . .
"It's gonna take a little while for us to get over this . ."

"Do you still love mom?"

"Yea . . . I always will, Jaden"

"Is . . is she still in love with you, dad?"

"Yes . . yes she is"

"Dad . . . you and mom have to be ok again . . . please"

"We will . . . we will eventually"

"Take her somewhere . . . a place she always wanted to visit . . . I don't know . . . I don't want you guys to fight anymore . . it hurts me . . . I want you to be ok . . . please dad . . ."

"It's not easy taking her somewhere nice when she doesn't even let me come near her . . your mom is very angry at me . . we are at a very dark place right now but it will be ok again . . I promise you . . "

"I hope so . . . . . ."

"It's your birthday today . . . something special you wanna do? or a special place you wanna go to?"

". . . I always wanted to visit Las Vegas"

"You know . . that's where your mom and I got married"

"In VEGAS?"

"Yea . . . want me to take you there?"

"You would take me there????"

"Yea . . sure! just you and I . . gamble all night! . .what do you say?"

"Damn . . . I would LOVE that! . . but what about Jaylah?"

"I'll go someplace else with her . . she always wanted to visit Italy . . I'll take her there"

"Damn . . she will go crazy! you're so great, dad . . thank you!!!!"

"You're welcome . . . . I'm hungry . . what about you?"

"Yea me too . . . ."

"Come on . . let's go to Burger King"

"NOW?"

"Yea . . . just you and me"

"Damn dad . . . . alright, let's go :)"


~ Ariana's point of view ~ 
NEXT DAY . . .

It's 9:10am . . I woke up 5 minutes ago. I'm worried sick about Michael and Jaden . . I called Michael on the phone a thousand times . . he didn't pick up once . . and Jaden's phone is turned off . . I can't even think straight . . I'm thinking about calling the police . . . something could've happened to them . . . 

The weird thing is that both cars are still here . . the porsche and the mercedes . . where did they go without the car?. . . I'm worried . . . the fight with Michael last night gave me nightmares . . I had a hard time falling asleep. . . I open my laptop and check my emails . . nothing interesting . . I click on Jaylah's instagram and laugh . . the stuff she posts . . then I click on Jaden's instagram and stop for a second . . .

The last two pictures he posted . . . 5 hours ago . . . I go on twitter and look for Jaden's account . . . he tweetet 6 tweets . . they were all posted around the same time he posted the pictures on instagram . . .
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Dad and I stuffing our faces at #BurgerKing 
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Double Cheeseburger baby!! #StillAtBurgerKing
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Dad and I just decided to check into a hotel #FreakinAmazing
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I seriously have the coolest dad! this is the best #birthday ever!
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My dad just got hit on #LMFAO 
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My dad just opened his own twitter account #GodWhy #ThisCantBeGood
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~ to be continued ~