Does he really care?

It's real

I follow the instructions and pee on the stick, I wait a few minutes and I am convinced it is ready for me to look at. I prayed to god that I wasn't pregnant and I took a very deep breath before I looked. 

Two lines... it was positive. 

"Oh shit," I murmured under my breath

'No this can't be right,' 

'When did this, how,'

I couldn't stop thinking and then I realized it was before Luke left for Texas. 

The next few days I took more tests and they all confirmed positive. I hid them all in my bathroom drawer and made sure Luke didn't go into my bathroom. 

"Luke I gotta shower," I told Luke

"Can I come?" He asks sitting up on the bed, 

My face went pale, and all my limbs went numb.

"No! I'm uh taking a hot shower and you don't like those," I said freaked out

I took my shower and I was constantly thinking about how I was literally pregnant. 

'Luke's gonna leave me,' 

'He doesn't wanna be a dad now,'

 I started crying in the shower until I heard a knock at the door,

"Dakota, are you crying?" He asks 

"Oh uh my conditioner fell on my toe," I whined lying

"Do you want me to come kiss it?" He asks jiggling the doorknob

"I'm about to get out but I'd rather you not kiss my foot," I said 

I looked down at my toe and it doesn't even look like I hurt my toe so I purposely dropped my big-ass conditioner bottle on my foot. I yelped in pain and Luke opened the door, I screamed. 

"Dakota, what the hell are you doing?" He asks coming over to the shower

"I hurt my toe again," I whined holding my foot

I turned off the water and Luke passed me my towel, my eyes almost popped out of my head when I saw the pregnancy test box flattened in my trashcan. 

"Um, Luke why are you in here?" I asked freaking out 

"Because you kept whining I was worried," He said 

We both walked out and I had recovered from my almost heart attack, I put on some clothes and laid down. Luke was looking at me weirdly and I looked back at him,

"Yes?" I questioned

"Why are you acting so weird?" He asked 

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know it felt like you didn't want me in the bathroom with you," He said getting closer 

"Oh no I just thought I smelt weird that's all," I said lying 

I wasn't a very good liar but I think Luke was falling for it. 

-3 weeks pass- 

It's almost been 3 weeks since Luke and I had sex, I realized I was pregnant and I needed to go to the doctor to be 100% positive. I think I could see myself getting bigger but I could just be looking too hard. I had my doctor's appointment today and I was terrified, 

"Luke I gotta go now," I called out 

"Can I please come," He begged

"I already said no, I hate it when other people go with me it makes me uncomfortable," I lied again. I hated lying to Luke but I was too scared to tell him until I was 110% sure I was pregnant.