RE-UNITED: The New Chapter

Memories

Lisa?

I feel my heart just drop. Like my heartbeat stops for a few second, shook by the name that mentioned by the older sister.

I turned my head to see this little girl next to me. she's still watching the videos on the huge window, while me being so confused about all of the things that happened earlier. This little girl is Lisa? What does it mean? Before I could ask her about it, I heard another crying baby. I turned back my attention to the huge window right away. Decided to watch the whole thing, then I will ask this little girl about everything I need to ask.

There's a cute newborn baby on the screen. The whole people in the room are smiling, welcoming the beautiful baby. She's not crying, she's just there on her mother's arm, snuggling with her eyes closed. Her tiny arm reaching out on the air, before I knew it, the little girl offered her fingers to be hold by the baby. She's accepting it and hold it tight. I couldn't help but smile at the view. The little girl chuckled when her baby sister holding her finger tightly. The baby just stop reaching her tiny little hands then falling asleep with peace on her face. "I think she likes you." the mom said to the little girl.

She just smile and then kissing the baby's cheek with so much love and carefulness. "I will protect you till the day I die. I love you so much, baby Lauren."

It hit me so hard.

That little girl is me. The little girl that's standing next to me right now is me. little me. I begin to tear up. I don't know what am I supposed to do. I don't know what's happening right now. at this point I want to hug the little me, but I feel so scared because how could this even possible to happened? Where exactly am I right now? What exactly does she wanted to show me? I feel her staring at me, but I don't want to see her. I still wondering what happened right now and I could see that she's crying in silent next to me. I decided to give all my attention to the screen. Watching the moments slowly fade away and then get replaced by a new one.

It was night, and theres thunderstorm outside. I could see how dark the room is. Then I hear someone sobs. "Lisa?" someone whisper softly. Her voice was beaten by the rumbling sound by the thunder. Then I saw some movement. "Lisa, I'm scared."

"Come, lay with me." I could hear my own voice while move my body to the right, make an empty room and patting it with my hand. Without thinking twice, Lauren just sneak into the bed and hide her face on my neck. I chuckled at how cute that was. I could see that I wrapped my arms around little Lauren while pull the blanket to cover our body.

"You can't sleep?" The version of me on the screen asked. "I can, and I already fell asleep but then the thunder woke me up. I was so scared." Lauren said with soft, cute, smile, and innocent voice.

"You know that you don't have to be scared, right, Bug?" I feel tears on my eyes. I remember I gave her that nickname. Slow but sure, the memory starts to comeback at me. Lauren chuckled. "It's impossible to not having any fear, Lisa."

"I know, but I promised that I will protect you till the day I die. So you don't need to be afraid of anything. because I will protect you from all of those." I smiled at myself hearing another me saying that. And when Lauren kissed my cheek, it makes my heart feel more warm. I touched my own cheek, because it feels like Lauren kissed my cheek for real in this place. It felt so real. "Thank you, Moose. I love you so much."

"Anything for you, Bug." I kissed her head, then me and Lauren just starts to count the thunder until we fell asleep. It was a nice memory. I remember all the details now. when I tell her a story about dolphin or the one about Moose. I woke up in the morning with Lauren on my arm. I remember. And I smiled to the memory. Then the view is changing again. "Ready?" I said to Lauren. She just nod and smile, then grab my hand. We both walk downstairs, sneaking out of the house and succeded to not causing any sound that could wakes up anyone elses in the house. After we already out of the house, we started to laugh and then starts to walk. I could see my and Lauren's back. I felt something like hitting my head inside when I tried to remember that moment. Then i saw beach and it was still dark.

"Let's go!" I said to Lauren, pulling her and dragging her to the big rock that's not so far from where we stand right now. after we got there, we just lay down on our back, staring at she dark sky. "This is so pretty." Lauren said. "OH LOOK AT THAT!" she's pointing to a bright star. "It's the brightest star!"

I smiled at her then turning my head to see her beautiful face. "Your smile is still the brightest thing to me." I said with smile on my face. I couldn't help but smiling too seeing the view. Lauren just laughing then saying, "Yeah, yours too! I love doing this, anyway. Even though Chris, mom and dad will give us a 3-hours-long lecture when we got home, but it's okay."

"I'll always be on your side, Laur. Don't worry." I saw a pride smile on my face on the screen. "I know. I will never afraid of anything because I know that you're gonna protect me from anything, right, Lise?"

"YES! It's a promise. And Cimorelli never break their promises." Lauren laughing at my words. "And don't worry too, Lisa. I will protect you too from anything as far as I could. We will protect eachother."

"Aw, you don't have to do that, Bug. I could do that to myself. and it's my job to protect you. protect Ames, and Dani too. My baby sisters." We both stare at the sky, theres silence before Lauren said something elses. "You will always be my Moose, Lisa. Even when someday you're breaking your promises, I will always love you with all my heart. No one can ever replace you in my life. I can promise you that."

Its all changing again. and this time, I could see that we're in a room. the same room that I lay with Lauren on the same bed earlier. I could assume it was our room. my, Lauren, and Dani's room. I could see that I put my clothes into a suitcase with a flat face. And now I could feel how emotionless I was back then. Everytime I watch the memory, all of the feelings like come and touching me. it felt so real, it feels like I'm going through all of that all for the second time. same thing happened when the beach memory came. I could feel the wind and how the cold big rock hold my body. I could feel like Lauren was there with me in this room too. Talking to me like the way she talked in the memory that been playing since it exist on the screen.

"Lisa, where are you going?" Lauren said with a confused face. I could see myself sighing and stop my movements of packing my things. I faced her beautiful face, wrap my hand around her cheeks, lifting up her face just so she could see my eyes. As soon as our brown eyes meet, I couldn't help but feeling so hurt because I could see pain and disappointment in Lauren's brown eyes. "I have to go, Lauren. You can't come with me because you're not old enough."

"You're gonna go like Chris and Kath?" she said tearing up. "This is for the best." Lauren starts to cry in silent. She closed her eyes, not wanting to see me again. "Ssh, Bug, please don't cry." I hug her and whisper things to make her calm down a bit. After I feel that she's more relax, I look at her face again.

"I will come back. For you, for Amy, and for Dani. It's okay, I won't be long." She stare at me with this sad look. "Okay, I get it. and I know that you will do this anyway. I know today will come." I look at her watery eyes. Asking for explanation of what did she just say.

"You broke your promises, Moose."

HELLO WATTPAD CITIZENS IM BACK WITH AN UPDATE BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AND I JUST FEEL BORED LMAO. also i'm so sorry if you feel confused reading this chapter, because i literally make lisa watch all of the memories that she lost. so it's all from lisa's perspective. you need to understand that she desciribes what she saw in this chapter. i feel a bit confused too when writiing the whole thing haha! but i really do think you'll understand hahahahahahah

anyway, my instagram is flopping omg. i dont know...and i missed some of my cimfam friends. BECCA ITS YOU! IF UR READ THIS THEN COME AND REPLY MY DMS, THANK.

also omg i did phys yesterday, and i absolutely KILLIN IT!!1!!111! IM SO PROUD HAHAHA. and i will do phys again for today after publishing this. tell me what do you think about this chapter, fam!!! and also if you havent notice, i have a work called THOUGHTS. read it if you have interest of me doing a ted talk lmaooo hahaha okay then

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