A Mistake | Minjoon/Nammin

I'm Here

I stayed looking at the sky until I accepted that I, Park Jimin, felt alone.

This is probably how Namjoon felt when everyone turned on him. It feels fucking terrible. I feel cold, I feel sad. Last time I felt like this was when I was with Jungkook.

I brought out my laptop from my bookbag and took out the USB Wonho gave me. I never played it because I've never felt alone, yet I always kept it because I know the day would come.

That day is today.

I pressed play on the file that popped up.

I smiled at Wonho from 4 years ago. The one loved me as a man and not like a best friend which is now.

"Hello my Star! I don't know when you'll watch this but I hope I'm still in your life...and if I'm not that's tragic. Anyways you already know that I'll always love you because well, I've never felt this way about a guy. So let me stop talking, remember?"

He aimed the camera towards his piano.

I haven't heard him play in so long, we've been caught up with life moving too fast I forgot we used to do this.

"Twinkle twinkle little star..."

I felt my face smile and I felt my heart ache. Wonho, was so sweet to me why couldn't I have fallen for him? Why am I so stubborn about falling for anyone else?

Cause they're not Namjoon, I'll never find anyone like him.

Namjoon's P.O.V.

The guy on Jimin's laptop was the same dude I saw the other day.

Has he really moved on?

I had to ask.

I had too, if not I would go batshit crazy.

I walked to where Jimin was sitting. His back view was beautiful. He's not small anymore, he's not petite.

He's grown up.

He's grown up without me.

"Y-you're dating him?" I asked Jimin while standing in back of him, hovering over his shoulder. "No, he's just my friend." Jimin said back to me.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" I asked. I noticed Jimin's face had tears. "I like to think I do..." he smiled while his tears fell into his smile lines.

"Jimin, I'm here."

Jimin's head slowly looked over at me. His eyes became big and doe. He jumped into my arms and I held him.

He smelled like a spring day that has finally come after days of rain. He felt so soft like he wasn't real. I felt so warm again, this feels so right. Just Jimin and me.

This doesn't even feel real.

"Namjoon, I missed you so much." I felt Jimin shaking in my arms. "It's okay darling I'm here." I said as he cried into my neck. All the tears from years gone by were finally being let go.

"Don't call me pretty names if you won't stay."

"I'm sorry...my love."

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so they have finally met again, even I'm happy about that :P