Diary Qina

Part 50

Pagi tu aku bangun pukul 6.30 pagi. Syed dah bangun awal lagi dah. Tah apa kena mengena dengan dia sampai nak bangun awal sangat. Selalunya dia yang bangun lambat. Aura orang kahwin agaknya. Aku pun tak tahu.

Bila aku masuk bilik air aku agak terkejut. Masa nak kahwin ni lah datang bulan. Tapi takpe atleast boleh aku bagi excuse nak skip tu tu tu. Hehe. Puasalah engkau wahai hubby ku sayang! 

Lepas dah mandi semua aku turun bawah. Syed takde pulak. Dah pukul tujuh ni. Hai first day kahwin dah hilang. Takkanlah. Bila aku naik atas sekali dekat kolam koi tu, barulah jumpa. Hmph baru je baik sangka ingat dia pi jogging apa duk mengelamun! 

"Ohoi cik abe," kata aku pada Syed.

"Eh sayang dah bangun?" tanya Syed.

"Ye la cik abe. Saya dah bangun. Kenapa cik abe tak kejutkan saya bangun?" aku tanya. Memang suara aku agak anoyying macam pelakon Salam Pantai Timur tu. Macam tu la suara aku. Mendayu-dayu.

"Err Qina, okay ke ni?" Syed tanya. Mungkin dia pelik kot dengar aku cakap macam ni. So aku duduk tepi dia lepas aku dah amek bekas makan ikan. Aku bagi ikan tu makan dalam segenggam lepas tu aku tutup rapat-rapat and letak belakang aku kejap. Nanti aku simpanlah balik. Hehe

"Qina okay je cik abe oii," aku kata lagi. Saje nak annoyed Syed.

"What's up with all this 'cik abe' thing?" tanya Syed.

"cik abe doh tak suka ko?" aku tanya lagi.

"Its kinda annoying. I think you better stop. Its still early," kata Syed. Kemudian dia memandang aku dalam-dalam. Dia membelai rambut aku. "Now I could see you clearly. You're beautiful," Syed bisik pada aku. 

Aku jadi macam tak tahu nak kata apa dah. Lepas tu baru aku realise. Hey! Aku tak pakai tudung. First time depan ajnabi. Wow. Walaupun its okay sebab dah jadi husband aku tapi still awkwardness loads!

Tapi kan satu benda yang dah lama aku nak buat tapi aku tak pernah ada chance. Aku malu actually tapi aku beranikan diri. Aku berpaling 90 darjah tengok dia. Kira macam tadi body aku hadap pond so sekarang aku paling hadap dia. Sebab dia agak tinggi so (agak jealous di situ sebab aku ketot) aku pun letak kedua-dua tangan aku dekat pipi dia. Takde lah macam baby letak pap kat muka tu. Takk. Gently and softly. Lepas tu aku pandang mata dia. Dia macam budak baik duk diam je. Aku pun tak tahu apa yang dia fikir. Kalaulah diary ni boleh tanya dia. Hehe.

Then I lifted my right hand and stroke his hairs between my fingers. Dulu aku geram nak buat dekat Johnny Dept tapi tak sempat sebab dia asyik tukar style rambut je. Well mostly panjang but the worst dalam Pirates of The Carribean. 

Rambut Syed ni lebat so best gila bila stroke his hair macam tu. Lepas tu dia pusingkan aku 90 darjah balik and baring atas paha aku. Dia letak kepala dia atas peha aku. Aku macam malu juga la takut orang lain nampak tapi macam tak logik sebab tingkat atas sekali ni memang takde bilik kecuali game/movie room/office and our second living room. Its a Saturday, so I hope ayah tak naik sampai tingkat atas. 

So bila dia dah baring tu dia letak balik tangan aku atas kepala dia. Suka eh? Hehe. ;) Then aku cakap kat dia aku datang period. Lepas tu dia macam oh. 

"that means you have to puasa," aku kata.

"What for? I puasa penuh last ramadhan," Syed kata. Aku macam nak tergelak tapi aku tahan. 

"Do you want me to start explaining to you using the cik abe way or you are really clueless about it?" aku tanya.

"Do mean by us ...," kata Syed.

"Yep. Sorry hubby. Its the time of the month," I said.

"patutlah," kata Syed.

"patutlah apa?" I asked.

"Patutlah you're trying to avoid me last night because you got your period," Syed kata.

Aku senyum je tak tahu nak kata apa. Tapi seriously aku duk tahan gelak. Kesian betul. Haha.

"but you still could hug me if you want," aku kata. Aku suka bila dia peluk aku. Yesterday, masa baru je sampai rumah, aku bawa dia masuk bilik aku. Then aku duk diri dekat meja cermin. Dia tutup pintu and datang tarik tangan aku. Dia peluk aku dari belakang. Masa tu aku malu lagi nak buat apa-apa. Tapi apa yang aku suka bila dia peluk aku sebab aku rasa selamat. 

"I feel so safe with you," aku tersilap terkeluar. Nak cakap dalam hati. Ye la malu lah kalau nak cakap kuat-kuat. 

Lepas tu Syed bangun kiss pipi aku. Suka betul budak ni. =_= Kita duduk situ sampailah pukul 9 baru dengar bunyi gedung gedang. Umi duk cari aku sebab wedding aku tengahhari and make up artist nak datang. Aku just harap yang make up artist tu Michelle Phan. Oh kalau dapat dia best gila! 

Bila umi jumpa kterang dekat atas dia merepet. "Qina, Syed apa ni kenapa tak mandi lagi. Cepatlah dan pukul 9.30 dah ni," kata umi.

I was a bit reluctant because I don't it. I'm not excited showing off my husband because I want to keep him all to myself. Haha I know its rather selfish but if Syed knows about this I'm dead.

"Qina!" jerit umi. Syed was no longer sitting next to me. Hmm penakut dengan umi. Kita hidup dengan umi okay je. Dia kena marah sikit dah pi terus mandi. 

"Tak boleh ke kita pergi lambat ke tak pergi ke?" aku tanya. Gila betul soalan macam nak meletup rumah bila aku tengok muka garang umi aku tahu aku kena cakap okay sebelum dia betul betul meletup.

"Okay Qina bangun," aku kata sambil ketawa. Then aku turun bawah and masuk bilik. Bila aku masuk bilik, bilik air pulak kunci. Tak boleh mandi situ sebab Syed tengah mandi. Hmm. 

So aku tunggu. Bila Syed dah habis dia pakai towel separuh badan je. 

"Ohoi ingat ni iklan Old Spice ke nak tayang badan. Orang dah kasi bathrobe kan? Sexy betul," aku kata dengan nada bergurau. Lepas tu dia pergi kenyit mata. Aku terus masuk bilik air. Malas layan. Gatal betul. 

Bila aku dah mandi semua, aku intai sikit tengok kalau Syed ada lagi tak. Syukur dia dah takde. So aku pun keluarlah bilik air nak kunci pintu. Rupa-rupanya dia ada belakang aku. =_= Suka main polis entry ke macam mana ni? 

"Syed, pergilah duduk luar nak pakai baju ni," aku kata.

"Biarlah. Not like its haraam," kata Syed.

"Geramlah. Syed pergilahhhhhhhhh!" I was really annoyed. I never liked to undressed or get dressed around people since I was young. I always had a place of my own. He did got up. Thank God for that. After I got dressed, I wore a maxi dress. Those lycra ones so that my wedding dress would not be in a mess. (of make up of course).

After that, I wore my black non-original ariani type of tudung and went outside to find Syed. I know he might be a bit terasa because I accidently screamed at him. I mean my tone was on high pitch. Syed was at the koi pond again. Well atleast I will know where he is if he's sulking or etc.

"Syed," I said. Dia tak pandang. "Sayang," dia tak pandang. "Abang," barulah nak pandai. Lepas tu tengok ikan balik. "Qina minta maaf," I said.

"Takpe," he said. Geram betullah. When can life be like a fairytale. After they got married and lived happily ever after then end. Malas betul kalau Syed ni period. You exactly what I mean. Aku yang period dia yang sensitive! 

"Syed janganlah terasa. I"m just not used to it yet," I said.

Syed turned to me. Held both of my shoulders and said "I'm fine. Its okay. I will give you some times for you to process things up. Go and get ready. I'll be ready as soon as I changed into my baju Melayu and kain sampin," he said rubbing he finger on my cheeks. 

So I bangun. Then I tarik dia bangun. Mujurlah tak jatuh dalam kolam ikan tu. Tak pernah pulak orang jatuh. Then kita turun sama-sama. I went into bilik umi to get ready while Syed uses my room. I just hope that he'll be happy being my husband because I can't seem to pleased him since yesterday. What is wrong with me.