I was falling, hard and fast. From where I didn't know and where the floor was I couldn't tell, but I knew that I was gaining speed and soon I was going to hit the floor. I screamed and thrashed around, trying to find something to hold onto but there was nothing. The ground came into view. Well I thought it was the ground.
A hand grabbed mine and I viciously shook to a stop. I looked up and saw Ashton standing there looking down at me. Why he had just saved me I didn't know but all I wanted to do is hug him tight and apologize. I didn't care about what happened or didn't between us. My other hand suddenly got gripped by a different unfamiliar hand, I turned and saw Luke holding it with all his strength. I looked between the two boys, my arms slowly dropping and my body slipping. I had to chose one before I fell. I looked between the two of them, both begging me with their eyes to hold onto them, obviously not seeing each other in the darkness of the hole I had been falling down. My fingers slipped and I fell. Falling was better than choosing right? Wrong. On the way down I heard both of their cries and pleas.
I bolted up straight, panting and out of breath. I had a layer of swear over me and I heard screaming in my ear, silently begging for it to stop before I realized that it was me that was screaming. I shut my mouth and it stopped. I looked around and saw my familiar bedroom.
Slowly I got my breath back and stood up. I walked over to the mirror and my hair was in a mess. That night Luke had come back home with me to make sure that I was okay and wouldn't do anything. We watched a few films in my bed before I fell asleep and I was guessing he left as I could no longer see the blonde boy.
Obviously I had forgotten to take off my makeup, I had black all underneath my eyes where I had been crying whilst awake and asleep.
I walked into my bathroom, and switched my shower on. My phone was on the side so I pressed play on the music before striping and slowly climbing into my shower. The water was boiling but I slowly let my body get used to it. Getting consumed by the tiny drops of water pounding down on me.
For the first time, I properly looked down at what I had done to myself and I felt sick. My wrist was practically covered. I hated myself for what I did but at the same time all I wanted to do was do it again, and again and again. Maybe next time you won't wake up. The more I thought about it the more I wanted it but I quickly got snapped out of it when my favorite song came on.
Paint You Wings by All Time Low. Every time I heard it I just wanted to stop myself and most of the time I did.
"BUT THERE'S A MONSTER STANDING WHERE YOU SHOULD BE!" I shouted the lyrics, picking up my shampoo and singing into it. I couldn't help but smile when singing the song. When it finished another few All Time Low songs came on. I finished in the shower and wrapped the towel around me. The songs weren't finished so I carried the phone out with me.
I belly flopped onto my bed smiling. I still couldn't wrap my head around Luke and the kiss but whenever I thought of his lips on mine - even if it was for less than a second - I couldn't stop smirking.
I sung along to the shuffled playlist as I got changed and couldn't stop smiling. That was until Greenday got cut off by my phone ringing. Stupidly I didn't check the caller ID as I thought it would be Kaela.
"Yello!" I sung elongating the 'e'.
"Hollie?" My heart stopped. It wasn't Kaela. It was the furthest from Kaela there could be. The Australian accent gave it away.
"A-Ashton?" I stuttered choking on my own words. Why was he calling me? Why now?
"Hi..." he mumbled.
"D-did you call for a reason? Or just to say hi?" I meant for it to be a joke but my nervousness made it sound like bad sarcasm. The lowest form of wit. My dad used to always say to me. I thought it was funny. But not now. Not when I was talking to Ashton after almost a week.
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Moving In || l.r.h
Fanfiction'Luke, I'm too broken to fix.' 'That doesn't mean I'm not going to try.' The last thing anyone expected was what happened next. When they start moving in, will it make or break her? a.u.