Rememberance Love

Part Three Of C//28

Bandzey :

Dezzy had me so high right now, I didn't know what was going on. He had me on some shit for real. It was so bad that I didn't even know what he was saying to be honest. It all sounded slur to me, I knew for a fact that I just got snatch the fuck up by Ron though.

"Bandzey really? You high right now? You got me fucked up b! Aye Kevo take her ass to the car."

I was laughing. Why was Ron face so red?

"Tomato man!"

Man I crack myself up!

This Kevo dude put me in the car. He looks like Ron, like on some identical type shit.

"Oh! Your Ron brother."

I feel like every word I just said came out in slow motion.

"Bandzey shut up, I'll be back don't go nowhere."

He shut the car door while I was in the backseat. I see a lot of commotion and I wanted to see what was popping off fuck what tattoo dude said.

He had me messed up anyway. Nigga you shut up!

I hopped right back out the car. I think I did that to fast, cause my vision got a little blurry.

Dezzy was hitting Ron while Ron's back was on the car. Kevo came and picked up Dezzy and dropped him. This shit was making my head spin, all I seen next was people coming from the back.

Dezzy brothers was fighting Ron and Kevo. I see the twins pounce on Dezzy. I started seeing girls coming out putting up they weave. Next thing I know I lost my balance trying to do some shit I don't even know. Shots were fired, screams were loud and clear, and a whole lot of shuffling around was being done. I don't know what happened next, but I felt like I could no longer see, hear, breathe, nothing.

But I could just be trippen cause nigga I'm faded. My nigga I'm faded.

August :

I was laying down on my back on this hard ass mattress in this hot ass cell. I got a new cellmate he cool people though. His name is Josh, he got a nerdy ass name. He acts like a fucking nerd too, I don't know why he in here. It doesnt seem like this the place for him.

He got to be in here for driving or some shit. I talked to my baybeh girl earlier today, it felt good to know where her heart was, and it felt good telling her where mine was. We discussed what we were gone do as far as our situation goes.

I really don't think she gone wait around on me, but can a nigga have his hopes up? All I know is she gone forever be down rather it's from a distance or whatever it may be and I am too. We made little promises to that shit. As of now I can't help, but to think something going wrong outside of these gates. I feel it in the pit of my stomach. Every time something bad about to happen or already is, I get that same feeling. I just pray that this time I'm wrong.

I get out this bitch in 6 years if I'm lucky. That means I'll be 24 when I get out. I only did a couple weeks so far. This shit gone eat me up for real. I'm gone make the best of my situation though. While I'm in here, I got to figure out what I'm gone do when I get free again. I don't have nothing in here but my mentality, dignity, and faith so I got time to analyze shit out.