Creativity *Poetry*

C r u e l M a n

Note: This poem was written about the same person I wrote about in "Reasons Why." We haven't spoken to each other properly for weeks, instead I say 'hello' and he asks me if I'm alright.Sometimes seeing him still hurts, I think about him a lot. 

That is because I want to hear proper answers and reasons for his behavior towards me. 

This silence between us lasts for
Days on end, it is time to let our
Lips do the talking, our ears to
Start listening, our brains finally

Responding, our eyes meet and my hands
Sweat, my tongue twists till not a single
Word comes out, heart violently beats, a
Machine gun in my chest won't stop this

Mad drive, pain washes over me just from
Seeing you, for too long you let this go
On, I get sick and tired of non existent
Conversations coming to my head, you're

So confident, face lights up like a goddamn
Firework, it ignites and blooms in excitement
From attempting to sweet talk me, take my hand
Darling, tell me what your problem is I beg of you

I just can't stop my train of thought from running
Away with me, on a journey to some place that
I can't reach, my legs give out on the two first
Steps trying to get to you, don't you leave me

So confused, when will this pain disappear?, I
Hurt in my head, I hurt in my heart from your lack
Of care towards my feelings, my inexperience, pure
Innocence, my goodness you almost destroyed. 

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