I try so hard but dont get an answer. I look upon her but she tends not to realize. She doesn't want this it seems. She wants other things.
I want to back away but fear the distance. I want to accept this but it seems i've failed myself.
I think she's annoyed, she says otherwise. I just dont think she wants the commitment.
I want to leave her be but I guess im lost. I have once again failed to see.
We both want a future but one of us isnt fully interested.
Maybe I need to keep my mind from her. Maybe I need to keep her from me for a bit.
I never thought i would be such a fucking idiot. Im blinded by emotion and lost by thought.
I've fallen in love and cant get up. I try to only feel worse than before and I cant seem to understand.
She doesnt know how bad it is and I try to let it go but It's difficult.
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Dreams Over Reality
PoetryA compliation of poems and skits. The skits are no longer being continued. Most poems are about me and the events around me. Read my story This is my story.
