Chapter 37: Tears

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Mary's P.O.V

I grabbed and twisted the door knob, I just stood there for a second. All of those painful pictures that were running through my mind. I felt like I was dreaming, having a nightmare. Tears were streaming quickly down to my  face, my heart broken in fear or sadness. I felt weaken when I took baby steps. my eyes closed, I was just hoping that it was a dream, that I was dreaming this whole time and that Asa never hurt me. I admit that I felt pain in my heart, my mind was telling me 'Asa did hurt you, Asa did hurt you!'

I felt my eyes turning super red and I knew that it was never going to stop until I grabbed a dagger straight to my heart and probably would have seen the yellow light and have no memory and probably no stones to the grave... I also felt my face burning red, like blood streaming down my face. it was just so new, so shocking and so sad. I never felt this way before not with my Ex Jake, it was totally different.

my thoughts were running through my mind. Did Asa really plan to hurt me? Did he lied about everything he said when we both lay on his bed together in the night? Did he lied to me? Am I going to be broken for the rest of my life?

I had to know that his love was the love that I can't be sure of. I felt like I was played.. like in poker. I was fooled by his dapper tricks. He said that I was the only one that he loved more than anything

But will I still loved him tomorrow?

"Mary, Wait!" I heard Chloe calling my name. she was running through the hall and towards our dorm

I didn't wait, I didn't want to hear anything but hear the silent of lost. I opened the door. then I immediately saw something so stunning. I stood there, I just wept inside and out of my body. Chloe reached to the door and she stood next to me. I heard her panting and she didn't say anything.

All I did was sniff and walked towards my bed...  and then I spoke while towards my bed where there was space

"What's this?" I asked Chloe, who already knew

"it's for you" she said

"From who?" I said weakly, still tears caught my throat

"It's from your Romeo .... Asa" she said, I sat down and I got the teddy bear that Asa brought for me

"He hurt me Chloe... I--- Did he really brought all of this for me?"

"Yes" she said, I saw her face, she was almost hurt as I was

"Chloe?--" I said, just lost my words before I said her name

"don't say a word" she said

she came and sat next to me, she started hugging me from the side. I put my head on her shoulder, still holding the teddy bear on one hand.

"we will talk when you are ready to talk... Ok?"

"Ok" I reply along with a sniff

the room was silent, but all I ever heard was my sniff and taking a huge deep breath. I saw my tears, just fell from my eyes. it was a huge tear I've ever seen from my tears, from my eyes. What was I supposed to do now.. I thought.....

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Asa's P.O.V

"Oh No, What have I done? she hates me for life... this is all my fault! I hurt her so bad.. Aramis!" I wept on my bed, just covered in blankets and holding my stomach. tears were just falling out of nowhere. Aramis paced back and fourth, he was  just thinking.

"Bro! this was just misunderstanding!!" he said, he put his hands together

"But she hates me! she--wouldn't trust me anymore.. she thinks I lied to her when I really didn't"

"Chloe and our friends will help her find out the truth and prove that you are truly in love with this girl"

"I am truly in love with this girl..... Where are you guys going to find prove? THERE IS NO PROVE, THERE'S NO TRUTH  AROUND ANYWHERE!"

"for heaven's sake,  BRO!.. you got have to believe that there is hope that you and Mary are truly meant to be"

"I do hope so.... has  Chloe  called yet?"

"No, she just text me that Elle will be here in 5 minutes to tell you how Mary is doing. Madison and Elle went to see Mary and Chloe told them what happened"

"Oh probably more painful as I am!" I said

"Shut your weeping!" Aramis said, he was near the door

"Why are you so mean to me, when you should be helping me?"

"I am helping you to be confident and positive that you can have your love back even if your love said it was over"

"she said It was over and it seems like there's nothing I can do to have her be my love again, she meant a lot to me"

"I know bro, I can see that" he said

*Knocks on the door*

"it's Elle!" I shouted

Aramis opened the door and let Elle in, along with Madison, Zachary, Matthew and Moisés

"How's Asa doing?" Elle asked

"not good, he's just weeping and weeping like a kid who lost his true friend who was a toy"

"Oh no" Madison said

"he's just like Mary" Elle said

"Oh guys, how's Mary doing?" I said, I got off my bed and stood where they stood, near to the door.

"oh.. she's calming down right now, but her heart is still in pain" Matthew said

"my love... THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.. EVEN ON VALENTINE'S DAY"

"Asa!-- Aramis said, while taking a very short steps

"Aramis, I need to sleep.. but what's better than sleep.. AH Death!" I said, I came running towards the small drawer and got a sharp scissor. I was holding it and pointing to my heart ..in the air

"ASA.. ARE FUCKING CRAZY!!?  Matthew said, he came and grabbed my hand, where I hold the scissor.. Elle and Madison screamed

"What!?" I yelled back

"JEEZ, YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN!" Aramis said

"Now dry those tears!" Zachary said

"I'm sorry, I just feel so guilty, I feel like I am a murdered who murdered one of Mary's relatives or someone"

"you know what? I get the feeling that this kind of Romeo and Juliet" Moisés  said

"No, it's not!" I said

"he's sort of right!" Elle said

"Anyways... Relax Asa" Aramis said and looked me into my eyes

Matthew got the scissors from my hand and let my hand free. I was slowly taking deep breath. I felt lucky that my friends helped me and always have been there for me.

"Asa, this wasn't your fault.." Zachary spoke

"Zachary is right, Asa.. it's not your fault" Madison said

"Mary is going to forgive you , we know she will" Elle said

"but what if she doesn't?" I asked

"Asa... don't lose faith" Madison reply

"She's right Asa.. Win her heart again" Aramis said

"Ok.. thanks guys" I whispered

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