EMISON One Shots

emison reunion

A/n:it’s just alison thinking out emily during the time jump.

ALISON'S POV:
Five years have gone by and i still can't seem to get her out of my head,i've tried dating other people but my heart will forever be hers.I wish i could have told he how i felt but stupide me thought my reputation mrant more then the love of my life emily.Each day,mounth,or year hurts more knowing i could have been better to her to them but it's too late now they've all moved on even emily.Sometimes i think about how much different it would be if i told her,how we could have actually had something,how right now we could have been married we could of had kids i often dream how my life would be with her.We would have had 2 kids a girl named Estelle and a little boy named lenordo,we could of lived in a big white house with a huge backyard for the kids to play in a little  short bread mixed dog named pip.We could have lived far away from this town from all the secrets that seem to taint the air,we could have been happy I could have been happy.Sometimes i wounder if she ever thinks about me but i know that she probably already loves someone else,she could be married for all i know we lost contact mounths ago.Hell she could be back with PAIGE but i hope not,I find myself dreaming of that one day when she comes back and takes me away,I dream about us running away together but they are always just dreams.I wish they weren't though ugh if i hadn't been so stupid i could of had that life i could be happy for once in my life but a dilaurentis always seems to screw up their chance for a happy ending and that's the truth.God i miss her so much sometimes i think i see her like for example i was at the brew and i saw a flash of dark brown hair and a flannel god i must have chaced that pour women for 20 miuits calling her emily.I know i shouldn't torcher myself like that but i have too in order to sorta fill this hole in my heart.You know there is this saying if tou love someone let them go and if they come back to you then it's fait,sometimes i fool myself inro thinking she’s coming home but she's not she has a life outside of here and i'm not in it i just have to keep telling myself that till i belive it no matyer how long it takes to get over her but it's not working.You want to know something somtimes i debate with myself to jusy buy a plane ticket to California and find her but i can’t just leave everythimg behind here i mean i have a great life here,a great home a great job but i always feel like something is missing somwthing is always missing in my life and i can’t fix that

I'm broken oit of my thoughst with a nock at my door i checl the time on my phone it’s 3:30 in the moring the person knoxks again this time louder i grad a vases and slowly walk to the door,i tuen on the light and open the door to a shaking emily i drop the vase breaking it and jump into her arms she holds me up,i pull back and start to cry.

E:"hey ali"she says meekly i pull her into a kiss so passionate i can see stars not giving her enough time to react.i pull back lightly and look into the warm brown eyes i missed so much she smiles and drops her bag she pulls me in for another kiss this one full of love and want she pulls back and at this point we're both crying.

Al:"you have no idea how much i've missed you"