『 Park Jimin suffers from severe depression, anxiety, and unrequited love for his best friend, Jeon Jungkook. the latter is straight and has a lover. Jimin does not only self-harm and loathe himself because of Jungkook. he wants to die for so many r...
Though I'm still emo over this story ending, just as promised, I'm posting the tiny trivias.
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≫ Jungkook was supposed to die at the end:
I liked that ending better than this haha, but I'll explain later why I chose this instead.
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≫ Jungkook's dad is actually his step-dad:
I'll leave you guys to guess why he never talked about it and where his biological father has been all this time.
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≫ Why I decided to write this story:
I read a lot of angst stories when I was depressed and by "depressed," I'm not saying, "Fuck, I'm sad 'cause he don't like me back lol I wanna kill myself haha." No. I actually was seriously depressed for months. I distanced myself from my friends and did a lot of stupid shit that got my parents mad at me. I'm not even gonna go into details about why I was like that and what I did, but as you can see, most of the things that Jimin in this book felt, I did too. Especially those he felt for "Jungkook". BUT PLEASE DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I'M OKAY NOW. I PROMISE.
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≫ Why I chose a happy ending:
At first, I really didn't want to make a happy ending. I tried convincing myself for a long time that such shitty fairy tales don't exist. And I mean, maybe they don't. Okay, they don't. But happy endings exist in reality. Maybe not everyone gets their happy ending. But I think that to get yours, you first gotta let go of everything that's holding you back. And I'm not saying I already got mine. I'm still young and there's a lot of shit that's bound to happen in my life and I'll eventually be sad again, but maybe that's just okay. It's normal.
It's okay to be sad, but it's NOT okay to blame yourself for it.
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(Why do I keep preaching then posting memes? Because my life is basically a cluster fuck and a meme itself.)
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So, yeah, that's about it! If you guys still have questions and you find some things unclear regarding some events in this story, comment or dm me!
Thank you, guys, again. I really can't thank you enough. I never thought a lot of people would take a liking to this book since I only wrote it to relieve stress and feel like I'm not alone. Thank you for staying with me through all this mess.
I wouldn't have made it without your love and support. When I come home from a shitty day at school or when I'm just having a really hard time and I see your comments, I feel alive.
And no, it's not solely because I feel, "complimented."
No.
For me, being able to write how I feel, making you laugh or cry, and especially making you feel like you're not alone, is something I wouldn't want to replace for anything else.
Just remember that my dms are always open if you need anything or simply someone to talk to.
That's it for now, jikookies.
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