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Another Failed Love Story

Another Failed Love Story

Tomorrow should be our 8th month if we were still together. Nag-break tayo just about three weeks ago and sorry if I broke up with you without giving you the real reason.

We were so happy and in love. Or so I thought.

Nagkakilala tayo non nung birthday ng kuya ko, it was late at night and nagiimuman kayo sa garden that time tas nanonood ako sa sala. Pumasok ka mula garden and dumiretso ng cr tas paglabas mo umupo sa sofa katabi ko, to make the long story short, nagkausap tayo and you discovered that Im openly bi tas hiningi mo number ko. Nagkausap tayo sa phone, text, call and at first I really thought na "trip lang ako neto, baka trip lang nila kuya na magtotropa". So ako naman go with the flow lang, sinabi sa sarili na bawal ma-attach. Pero wala e, your charms and charisma overpowered the wall I built between the two of us. Na-fall ako.

Again to make the long story short, naging tayo. We were happy, simple dates cause you know how I hate fancy stuffs. You know that I preffered to spend the time with you at home talking about how our day went by rather than to go out and spend much money. And para sakin, it was perfect. We both knew what our priorities are. And as far as I remember, wala tayong naging malaking away, di tayo natutulog ng gabi ng may tampo sa isa't isa. As I said, it was perfect. And I guess it was too good to be true.

One time, you and your highschool friends had a get together. By that time, open na tayo sa relasyon natin, alam na ni kuya, mga kaibigan ko, pati kaibigan mo. Tawagin niyo na akong paranoid but after that GT with your hs friends you slowly started to change. Hindi ka naging cold, but you were slowly slipping away. Nawawalan na tayo ng time sa isa't isa, kung minsan kahit goodmorning text lang wala na. Iniisip ko nalang na dahil schoolworks mo and such.

Last August 28, nasa sm ako sa nbs bumibili ng mga needed school materials. Then nagkita kami nung friend mo na si "E", we talked nagusap kami tungkol sa kung ano-ano then maya maya nadulas siya sa sinabi niya. Naginuman daw kayo the other day (and i dont know anything about that) and he said you mentioned something about wanting to have a normal life. Because of that pinilit ko na siyang magkwento and sabi mo daw na naguguluhan ka na. Na hindi mo nakikita yung future mo sakin. Na gusto mo magkaanak. Na gusto mo yung normal life, magkaron ng asawang babae. And it all started daw nung kinantsawan ka ng hs friends mo. Haha. It was really a slap to my face, kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko mabibigay yung normal life na gusto mo, hindi kita mabibigyan ng anak dahil hindi nga naman ako babae.

And thats it. We broke up. Nakipagbreak ako, kasi kahit na mahal na mahal kita I still want you to be happy. To have the normal life you want. And im willing to sarcrifice my happiness for yours. Though hindi ka naman tumutol like you've been waiting all along na ako nalang yung bumitaw pero you were asking me why. And this is why.

Ngayon nabalitaan ko na meron ka nang girlfriend. Stay strong sainyo and I pray for your happy normal life.

PS. For those who are still confused, we're both guys po.

mumu
College of Criminical Justice Education
(CCJE) 2014