Chapter 27

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Max

I lay there.  Eyes WIDE open.  My mind has been awake all night,  thinking,  thinking,  thinking.  I can't stop worrying.  I can't stop.  Andy, Andy,  Andy.  HE CANT FIND OUT HE CANT!  My body is silent but my mind is all over!  He can't,  he can't,  he can't know!  *Max,  relax,  just breath* I faintly think of.  I breath in and out.  I look over,  to see Andy starring at me.  I see in his eyes confusion and wordiness.  I quickly turn away,  and close my eyes.  My heart starts reaching,  my stomach is exploding with butterflies.  I place my hands on my face.  I can feel my body shaking.  I slide my hands down my face,  so that the skin on my faces goes into waves.  My hands are sweating.  He can't know,  he can't know,  he can't know! "Maxie? Are you okay?" Andys soft voice says, disrupting my panic. My heart is beating so hard it feels as if its pounding OUT of my chest. "Im...fine? What makes you think...im not?" I say forcing the words out. "Maxie..." Andy reachs his hand up and places it on my forehead. "Your crying? And your forehead is heating up! Im getting Ryan!" As Andy gets up and starts heading out, I hear his voice getting fainter abd fainter as he calls for Ryan. The tears start coming out one by one now. I grab my head, and start bawling my eyes out. My bodys shaking uncontrollably, my lungs try and catch every breath I take. HE CANT FIND OUT my mind screams. Right before I know it I see Ryan and Brendon next to me. "She's having a panic attack!" Ryan yells! Thats when I realized I was screaming uncontrollable. My mind surronds me into the deep darkness. The last thing I saw was Andy, holding my hand, crying.

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