Exo's Kai

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by Brie85

by Brie85

Hiiii! Surprise! I wanted to updated to say thanks for the votes and new followers so thanks! This story is based on the song in the media... I guess.
Enjoy!!!
UB/N:ultimate bias name
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Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need YOU

It felt like yesterday, you were in bed with him cuddling wearing his jacket ,talking about your future together but then again it felt like yesterday when you saw him kiss her, hug her. It wasn't real, It wasn't him is what you told yourself.

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want HER, you need HER
And I'll never be her

It was on the news you couldn't turn on the tv without seeing news about them.
'Kai and Krystal are confirmed to be dating'
'The new 'it' couple of the kpop world'
So you knew what you saw was... Real.

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when i can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss YOU?

You moved out the apartment that you and him once shared into your own apartment. Every night you cried into your pillow cursing him ,wishing he would die but you didn't mean it you missed him. He was your first for everything.

Fuxked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you

------------FLASHBACK--------------------
It was late night probably past midnight, you were up waiting for him to get home from practice. You heard the jingle of his keys against the door.
He looked at you and just walked up stairs. You followed like a lost puppy.
"Are you mad? " you asked in a wispher.
"No I'm just tired" he said smiling that smile you LOVED.
"I'm not anymore, anytime I see you, you make my tiredness go away. "
You smiled and hugged him.
-----END OF FLASHBACK-------------
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you nevermind that shit
Oh, Oh keep it on the low
Your still in love with me but your friends don't know

After you slowly started to get over him he texted you.
'Y/N I'm sorry for the way things were left. I didn't want this SM made me date her. I still love you and I should've fought harder. I'm sorry and I love you. '
You replied,
'Jongin, I saw you before all this with her and you kissed her and you look at her completely different then you did me. Don't apologize for loving a different person I just wish I wasn't the fool that got played. I wish you happiness with her. Don't reply. I'll always love you. '

You ever wonder what we could been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me get your fucking fix

After texting him you laughed like mad man. You thought back on everything he's told you and realized everything he's ever said or done was probably outta pity.

----3 MONTHS LATER-------------------
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song.

You were sitting in a coffee shop just drinking a Java chip frappe (A/N: I had one from Starbucks so good) and your thoughts went to Kai. You missed him even after all the time apart you still missed him. You had a ticket for SMTown week.

-----AT SM CONCERT ---------------------
Girls Generation just got off stage and it was time for the collaboration Kai and Krystal they walked on stage holding hands smiling at each other. Your heart ache seeing that.

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

You watched the whole performance..... Smiling. Yes smiling you were happy for him. You wanted to spread your happiness from your relationship to his. You were finally in a relationship with UB/N. You met him at the backstage of his concerts. You could finally say that you were truly over Kai.
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-BRIE