The Bassist's sister

Chapter 35

Denise (P.O.V)
After eating the Chinese food my brother had bought for me and Lissette.
I was sitting down on the couch in Cal's room next to my brother and I couldn't help from just wanting to Sit there and never move. 
With Calum there was never any awkward moments. There was always complete and utter love.
Every silence with us was comfortable.

Lissette had left to go back to her room by now to be with Ashton.
She seemed to had a lot on her mind after watching the video of my brother.

But I know her.  She loves him more than anything.  Sure she loves Ashton too but in a different way. I don't think she's realized that quite yet.

My brother next To me scooted closer and put his arm Around me.
I laid my head on his shoulder. It was then I felt the tear roll down my face. That's when I broke and I was uncontrollably sobbing.  He held me tight and kissed my forehead.
"It's okay Den" he said.
"It's all going to get better I promise you that... Okay? Remember when dad left? And I was there every time you cried? I'm always going to be here. I'm always going to be your shoulder to cry on. I love you okay?" He said to me.

I nodded and nuzzled into him.

"I love you too.. Can I just stay here for a while " I asked.
"Yeah...go ahead and go to sleep and if you wake up in the middle of the night I'll be here " he said
"Okay " I said.
He was my brother. And I couldn't help but feel like how I felt when my dad left.  He was and will always be ...the only Man in my life who will always be there for me no matter what. And I really am thankful for that.

After a few minutes I had drifted off to sleep.

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Calum (P.O.V)
As my sister slept on me
I decided to move a bit so I was laying down and she just moved too so her head was on my chest.

She was hurting inside. So much and I couldn't help but hate Luke so much for it. 
And also the fact that my own Dad had another Child (my step sibling )
and that's partially why he never came back after all these years.
It was never to protect us from his job. Because if that was the case then how come he had the time to have another family.
I feel like my mom is still hiding something and I'm not sure what it is. Honestly I don't think I want to know... I don't wanna hurt Denise more.

I looked down at her and rubbed her back as her soft snores were the only noise filling the room. 

I sighed.
How did everything get this far? Was it because we decided to go back on tour?
If we didn't come home maybe Lissette wouldn't have met Ashton.
Denise wouldn't have gotten with Luke. 
I could've came home by myself. And got back Lissette.
I would have never met Erin at the
Party and she would have never cheated on me.
Michael might of still been with Nadyia.

I'm thinking way to much.  I should just sleep.

I reached over to turn off the lamp and went to sleep.  Holding onto Denise. We only had eachother and I was okay with that.
--------------Next Morning-----------
I woke up and Denise was still knocked out.
That's the way it always was. 
She always slept in.
She probably wouldn't even wake up till about 12:00 or 1:00 in the afternoon. 

I looked over her to the clock on the nightstand it was 11
okay well I think now is the time she wakes up.

I wiggled us. 
Nothing.

I tried rubbing her back.
"Hey Denise....wake up" I said softly.
She groaned.

"C'mon Den its 11 in the morning "
"No" she muffled in my chest.
I laughed.
"Okay then let me get up and I can carry you to the bed." I said. She nodded and slightly sat up.