Official Thug Love (Part Two)

Chapter 4

Liyah's Pov

Well it's been two month since I had my little princess. I love her the boys love her & she's just a blessing to us. Nyke has finally gotten out of the trap but he been smoking & drinking more than usual... he scares me at nights because I think he's gonna try to hurt me or the babies. Next week is Kemiah's third birthday then after that it's gonna be four months till the boys third birthday.... they growing up so fast & I hate it. I don't want my babies to leave me. Anyways I just got finished cooking & nyke just now walked in the door. I swear I haven't seen him all day & the boys are mad at him too. Yesterday we haven't seen nyke till seven in the morning. I know he's cheating on me. I don't know why & I really don't even care right now.

Nyke- "Liyah.... co-come up stairs with me..." he said yanking on my arm while I'm holding Justice in the other. He's drunk right now. He been coming home late. I try not to wonder if he's cheating but it's so hard not to...

Me- "Nyke stop doing this in front of the boys & you see I'm holding my fucking any now get off of me!" I yelled snatching my arm away & walking to the couch. He followed me & started kissing me on my neck & I pushed him. He fell on the floor & knocked over the table scaring the boys.

Nyke- "Why the fuck you playin liyah get yo bright ass up & put the baby down. Where the fuck you get that baby from! You out hoeing around now & you got pregnant?" He said trying to take Justice from me so I pushed him again but he didnt fall he backed up into the wall & I got up & grabbed the boys & took them in they're room. This nigga got the nerve to say where I get the baby from?? Now I'm fucking heated he's been doing on this for these last two weeks & I'm finna bust him in his shit.

Me- "Y'all go get into the bed & I'm gonna come check on you in a little bit let me go get daddy in bed" I said kissing them both on there foreheads & walking out. I put Justice in her crib & cracked the door. I walked out of Justice room & I seen nyke trying to go to the boys.

Nyke- "Where my kids?" He said sliding past me & going to the boys room. I grabbed him & pushed him in our room. I pushed his ass on the bed & hurried & grabbed the key to our room. I ran out the room & tried to lock the door but he got to it fast. He opened the door & grabbed me by my face roughly. He started kissing me & I was trying to pull my face back but he was too strong.

Me- "Nyke pl-please stop your drunk let me go" I said moving his hands from my face. It feels like he broke my damn cheek bones.

Nyke- "You acting like you dont want me no more putting all your attention on them kids.... thats why I'm cheating on you" he said sitting on the bed & bending over. What he said pissed me off so while he wasn't looking I packed up some of me & the kids clothes & I put them in the car & put Justice in her car seat. I went to my room & grabbed my little lamp that i have on my nightstand. I hit nyke on top of the head with it making him fall on the floor & I ran to get my princess & our bags & I went to the car. I got in & drove to MooMoo's. I'm done with nyke I can't have him hurting me anymore. This is the second time & now I'm gone. As soon as I pulled up to moomoo's he opened the door.

Lijaah- "Liyahbaby what's wrong what he do? Matta fact fuck that I'll be right back" he said running in before I grabbed his arm.

Me- "No Lijaah just leave him alone don't do anything because I want my kids to have a father but me & him is no more" I said as lijaah wiped a tear I didn't even know was there I wiped my eyes cause I'm not about to cry over a mistake. The boys got out & I grabbed babygirl & moomoo grabbed our bags. We went to the guest room & I put the boys in the bed & got my little princess out of her carseat.

Kentrell- "Mommy why daddy didn't come?" He said rubbing his eyes & laying down beside Latrell who was already asleep.

Me- "He wanted to stay home baby now go to sleep" I said kissing him & LaTrell on the forehead.

I grabbed Justice & went & sat on the couch since nobody was in there. I just wanted to be alone. I looked at Justice & she smiled at me.

Me- "babygirl, I'm so sorry If you don't grow up without a daddy. I tried to keep everything tied together but it keeps coming loose. I love you & your brothers & your daddy & I want him in your life but he's making it hard for me. Whatever happens just know we love you & the boys no matter what" I said letting my tears flow. I know I said I wasn't going to cry over a mistake & I'm not. I'm crying because I'm hurt & because she looks so much like nyke & its just making me emotional. then I seen moomoo come around the corner.

Lijaah- "Liyah why you crying over him if he the one who hurt YOU? If anything that nigga should be the one crying cause he lost a diamond for a dusty ass rock. She was probably ashy too but anyways like I said you don't need to be crying over that dumbaass nigga. I know you love him but you don't need him liyah & you better stop messing with him cause if you come to my house crying again yo kids ain gone have no daddy. I knew this shit was gone happen since the day you first met him" moomoo said sitting on the couch beside me. I laughed at the first part but he was right & that only made me feel even worse because I knew what type of person nyke was & I still went for the run.

Me- "Moomoo I'm crying because of the fact that he hurt me after everything I did for him. I've held him down through any & everything & the thanks I get is "I fucked another bitch" I said mocking nyke. "We have three fucking kids together & he throws all that away for a temporary ass bitch?? This is bullshit but I knew it was too good to be true. If I knew this shit was gone happen I would have never had any kids by the nigga but Im thankful for all three of them" I said looking him said dead in his eyes. He had hurt in his eyes but I just ignored it & went to the guest room. I layed down & put justice beside me & I cried until I fell asleep.
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Lijaah- "Baby girl wake up let's go to the mall since aunna at work" I heard ljaah say shaking me. I hate being woke up especially when Im tired asfccck.

Me- "Moove moomoo damn I'm sleepy I just had a baby so let me get my rest" I lied trying to see if he will take that. Lol

Lijaah- "Yea nigga two months ago now get yo ass up" he said smirking at me. I sighed & sat up in the bed & remembered last night. I felt tears forming in my eyes. He hugged me & kissed my forehead. I smiled & woke up the boys.

Me- "Okay moomoo we'll be out in a minute" I said closing the door until he stopped it.

Lijaah- "They boys & babygirl are going with aunna's mom" he said smiling. What the hell?

Me- "Moomoo my kids not going to nobody else house. I barely even know her why would I leave my kids with her?" I said looking confused

Alijaah- "Prolly because I leave my kid with her now get ready & come on" he said leaving out the door. I sighed & put the boys in the bath. I bathed justice & I took them downstairs so that alijaah can watch them while I get ready.

I got in the shower & let the hot water run all on my body. I thought about nyke but it didn't seem to affect me as much. I'm still hurt but I'm trying to get over it fast. I washed my hair & got out. I put my towel around me brushed my teeth. I put my toothbrush back in my bag motioned my body. I put on my black panty & bra set & put on my pinkesh Pearl colored half shirt that says "queen" in the middle in black & my dark acid washed Jean shorts. I put on my black sandals with a bow the same color as my shirt. I left my hair how it was except I put a messy but on top with the rest left down. I put on my gold necklace that has my name in all diamonds that moomoo got for me when I first moved here. I look fly as hell. I haven't dressed like this in a long time. I think I'm better off being single .