He's so kind, it fills me with a bittersweet sorrow,
For such a noble and virtuous man,
The sight of his wife's body, mangled and torn by disease and medication, would have been a devastating blow,
Yet, I find solace in his goodness.
Even in death's relentless grip, I know he'll find solace,
Another to love and care for him, effortlessly,
This divine irony, a cruel twist of fate,
Opportunities to depart, beckoning with a haunting allure.
My lifeline, a fragile thread, teetering on the brink,
Pain and exhaustion consume me, urging me towards the abyss,
I fight on, to ease your worries, to grasp fleeting moments of happiness,
But doubts linger, have I clung on for far too long?
When I'm gone, may you find solace in another's embrace,
Someone to console, to tightly hold, and breathe life into your world anew,
I must start letting you go, even if the journey is arduous and painful,
My love, don't grieve for me indefinitely.
May you find a partner, strong and willing,
To share your burdens, to complete you, and grow old in blissful harmony,
I yearn to disappear, before his penetrating gaze unravels my soul,
Forgive me, my love, for my borrowed time is slipping away.
BINABASA MO ANG
Dean's Introspection and Poetry
PoetryI'm in my journey to self-discovery and understanding. I wanna do some introspection and allows myself for deep reflection and exploration of emotions and experiences. These poems are the reflection of my thoughts, emotions, life and experiences.