Not Expected [BeyoncexCiara] *COMPLETED*

RihCi

(Bey's P.O.V.)

"...Bey, it was amazing, I swear! You should have been there! Rih was treating me like a princess, and I felt so loved and..."

Ciara was going on and on about this place Rihanna took her to. Honestly, I was bored out of my mind. Ever since I realized that I was jealous of my best friend I couldn't listen to whatever Ci had to tell about her.

When I was sure I was jealous, I had to talk to someone. And that someone was Mike Will, because he understood what was going on between Ci and I. And he made sure I believed I liked Ciara. I like Ciara. Not as a best friend, but more. More than I'd have ever thought. But, I couldn't tell her nor Rih. I couldn't tell anybody about it.

"...Are you even listening to me?"

I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to Ciara. "What? Oh, sorry, babe. I was just...thinking."

Blue played with her toys on the floor while the dogs were asleep at our feet. I couldn't help but imagine this as our family. Ci and I's daughter and dogs. Us relaxing. Together. Talking. Being happy.

Ciara gave me a small smile. "Thinking about what?"

'You' is what I thought, but I couldn't say that. "Erm...stuff."

Such a lame answer.

"Oh. Important stuff?"

"Eh, not really. Just random things. So, when is Rih coming around?"

I had to change the topic, and that's what popped into my mind. Rihanna was coming around so we could just hang since we haven't done that in so long. I wish I hadn't had agreed to it now. It'll be hard to not let my feelings for Ci show.

"Oh! Around seven. I'm so excited!" She showed off a cute smile, and I couldn't help but smile back. She looked so kissable right then.

Ciara stood up and ran out the room. "I'll be back! Lemme go take a shower!"

I sighed, then got on my phone. More news and pictures of Rihanna and Ciara where on various sites, with a shipname "RihCi". I groaned at how cute they were together and how people wanted them together. It's just killing me inside. Why couldn't it be Ciara and I taking cute pictures together? Why couldn't we have a shipname? "BeyCi" doesn't sound bad at all, and reminds me of the "BC" ages. But, they have RihCi, which reminds me of the candy name.

For the remainder of the day, I was in a sour mood. Ciara didn't notice because she was too busy trying to look perfect for Rihanna. When the doorbell rung, Ciara squealed and ran to it as if her life depended on it. I remembered when she did that to me, hurry to get the door for me. I gagged as I saw them swat spit and had to turn away.

"Whattup, Bey," Rih said as she walked in.

"Hey." Usually, it would be less bland than that. I'd hug her and act like a total girl with her. Now, I can't even smile sincerely at her.

"Whoa, what crawled up yours?" She asked, twirling a lock of Ciara's hair.

"Nothing. Just tired."

Lying. That's what it had to come down to. Lying. Lying to my friends because I had to hide my feelings for one of them.

Rihanna shrugged it off, but it didn't get pass Ciara. She stared at me with knowing eyes. I avoided her look, and led them into the kitchen. Ciara helped me cook a lasagne with garlic bread, and chocolate cake for dessert. And, you guessed it, all she could talk about was how Rih would love it.

"Ooh! Something smells goooood," Rih sang.

Ciara giggled, which I rolled my eyes at, no matter how cute it is. "I helped Bey with it, babe! And I hope you like dessert!"

I glanced over to see Rih give Ci a look. "What's for dessert?"

"Oh, just a cake."

Judging by Ci's tone of voice, she had no clue of Rih's suggestive one. I sat down in my seat, and turned to Blue. Rih didn't even acknowledge Blue like usual, which had me feeling some type of way. I started feeding Blue from my plate, since I knew I wasn't going to be able to eat much anyways.

Throughout dinner, I ignored them the best I could, only talking if they asked a question. Ciara was feeding Rih and giggling every so often. Jealousy consumed me. I wanted to be the one being fed by her. I wanted to be the one she helped cook dinner for. I wanted to be with her. I can't deny these feelings of her any longer. I like Ciara so much it hurts me. Hurts me seeing her with my best friend, while I'm sufferring.

Blue pushed a spoonful of lasagne away and shook her head. Great, an excuse for me to get away! While the two other women were fighting tongues with each other, I stood and picked Blue up and walked out of the kitchen. My heels were pretty loud, and they broke away quickly. I went upstairs to Jewel's room and gathered her things so I could give her a bath. The two downstairs could leave for all I care. When I turned around, Ciara stood in the doorway. She just stared at me without saying a word. I couldn't help but examine her.

The tight dress she wore that showed off her curves, the way her long legs were exposed, her wavy blonde hair that covered an eye and she had to brush it away, the light make-up she wore. I chose not to wear any make-up, because I really didn't care. And I just thew on a random, comfy outfit in my closet. She looked like a goddess compared to me. A goddess I couldn't have.

"What?" I questioned, grabbing a towel.

"What's wrong, Bey?" She quietly asked.

"What do you mean? I am okay, thank you very much. Now, can we go?"

Ciara blocked our way still. Blue tucked her head into my neck. I tried so hard not to roll my eyes.

"Bey, you're lying. Talk to me."

"Don't you have your girlfriend to tend to?" I snapped.

She winced slightly. "Bey, please."

"Just leave me alone." I brushed past her and went into the bathroom so I could bathe Blue. Why couldn't she just go back and suck Rih's face off instead of bothering me? The pain just keeps growing, no matter how much I want it to stop.

Blue played in the bubbly water and I watched her. Yet, my mind was on Ciara. I know this isn't right, and I shouldn't have any feelings for her, but I can't help but want who I want. And I want her. I want her more than anybody could imagine. But, Rihanna's making her happy. And I'll have to respect that. No matter how strong the urges to just kiss her and tell her my feelings.