Journey

Chapter -19

I am tired of the voices , I am tired of the pain make it stop forever - advira
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Narrator point of view

The sunlight fell on advira's face illuminating the room the chirping of the birds in the early morning wake her up from her deep slumber as she raised her first to rub the sleep from her eyes , yawning and with a smile on her face she stretched from the floor and headed towards the washrooms and left for a run the rhythmic sound of the clock resonated through the walls as it was 4a.m. in the morning not even the servants were up at this time though John had told her to not to do any chores apart from helping every now and then to cook dinner advira didn't trusted his word and use to wake up at the same time but was not given any work so she decided to devoted the early hours to her training . Exiting through the back door she looked at the sun which was beginning to rise creating a orange shade in the skies it remind her of ice cream on a warm summer day smiling to herself she looked around ensuring nobody is spying on her and left for the woods for the next one hour advira exercised rigour moving her body effortlessly with flow and climbed on a tree and sat on the highest branches taking the view in her eyes she is a good mood today partial because of the visit to the cafe she had promised ethan and Ryan to show them around and she was anxious because she didn't knew the city herself properly but grandma told her that today the cafe will remain close and they all together will explore the city which eased her mind she didn't tell hudson any of this because a small voice in her head was saying he will definitely try to restrict her actions . Taking the beauty of the nature around her she mediated for a while and then left the woods though she wanted to stay longer but the fear of the Hudson were still very concrete in her mind , moving in the mansion she cooked herself breakfast and after eating and washing the dishes moved towards her room to prepare for the day , taking her bag with her along with few hundred dollars from the money she kept aside from her salary she slipped her feet in her new shoes with a pride expression adorning her face as her soles felt relaxed and comfortable , leaving the mansion a negative thought of what will happen when John will came to know about this clouded her mind as she skipped through the streets but reaching the cafe as she crushed in a bear hug from grandma who complimented and thanked for serving her guests the nerves in her mind eased down filling with relief from the after effect of a warm hug . Taking her hand in hers grandma along with the duo who wished her a good morning left for exploring the city in a double decker bus while the kind old lady took the trio through various cafes , games palour and various historical aspects of the city guiding them throughout the long tour of 4 hours . They took small break in between and right now they have explored through our the city and clicked tons of pictures but advira maintained her distance from the American duo no matter how much her mind told her they didn't mean any harm , right now they are sitting in one of the Indian restaurant of the city for lunch grandma had left a hour ago to take care of the employee who is ill whole advira looked at the food in the plate which is her favourite Indian food and comfort one about which not many people know her eyebrows crunched in confusion as she ate the fried okra and flat chapati on her plate along with curd and some condiments her eyes connected with a deep set of brown ones watching her in admiration and a warm blush spread on her cheeks due to embarrassment and she broke the eye contact and focused on her food while Ryan watched in amusement seeing best friend meeting the girl for whom she had cried after night in America blaming himself for her situation while they both for looking at musician playing folk Lore he clicked few photo of his friend watching advira with a huge grin on his face and placed the folder consisting the letters and the photograph in her bag ensuring that Ethan kept her busy after seeing her still very hesitant to interact with them ethan feared that revealing his relation to her met trigger her as Ryan who is studying medicine was able to tell she had some breakdown just months ago her boyd language her facial expressions though she tried to keep them hidden gave away that she is afraid of people especially men . As they all watched the performance after eating their lunch advira's phone buzzed catching their attention excusing herself she moved towards the bathroom to take the call but ethan noticed the slight chance in her eyes as her flashed with uncertainty and fear the slight tremble of her fingers and the paling of her face made him feel worried for her but Ryan didn't let thim go after her saying it will take them further down and back to built her trust nodding hesitant he agreed but kept his eyes on the bathroom door anxiously waiting for her to reappear after few tense minutes advira appeared from the bathroom looking visibly relaxed but still pale nonetheless which had both Ryan and Ethan concerned ethan eyes concentrated and his orbs dilated as he look at advira approaching their table and the trio were engaged in a short conversation
The conversation
A:- Advira , E:- Ethan