48 - Do I Really!?

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With that in his thought, he walked to the living room. Since Maverick was fine, Tian Zi decided he would distract himself by watching some films because right now, he still wanted so badly to go back to Fyre's place, ...and see who his guest was. But he had to refrain himself from doing it, else he would annoy the Omega again. Besides, what would he tell him if he went there? He wouldn't be able to admit that he was uncomfortable with him having another man inside his house—alone!

"He wouldn't just let a man sleep in his house with him, right? It's not like he has another bed to spare for the guest." Tian Zi mumbled to himself, staring at an empty space. His mind was still going wild even though he knew full well that nothing in his mind would happen for real. After all, Fyre never even let him stay at his house for long. 'There's no way he would let another man in his house for too long anyway,' Tian Zi convinced himself, but he knew that this restlessness he was feeling would only disappear once he went to Fyre, now, and confirmed with his own eyes, but then again, ...he couldn't.

"I've prepared your snack, Young Master," The butler suddenly said, snapping Tian Zi out of his thoughts. The butler noticed when he massaged his temples as if they were hurting but in fact, he was just pressing on them hard so that the pain he was feeling would distract his mind. And again, he didn't understand why he had to feel this way, towards Fyre. It has been getting a lot worse recently.

"Do you want me to prepare medicine for your headache, Young Master?" The butler asked, starting to get concerned with the Young Alpha since he had never been like this before.

"Say, Flinn... you have a wife, right?" Tian Zi suddenly asked, which instantly took the butler by surprise. He was indeed married, but he didn't understand why his Master was suddenly interested in that.

"Yes, Young Master. Is there anything that is concerning you?"

"Uhmm, h-how did you two end up together?" Tian Zi asked curiously. His expression looked a little too serious which made Flinn even more confused but he answered anyway.

"Both of us are Betas, Young Master, so I guess we went through a normal relationship. I confessed to her after dating her for years and she said yes." Flinn replied. Unlike Alphas and Omega who are mostly drawn by their instinct before the actual affection, Betas are different. But again, he still didn't understand why the Young Master had asked him this.

"What!? You confessed!?" Tian Zi asked surprised, even almost jumping off his chair. Well, it wasn't like he wanted to confess to anyone but just in case, why did he have to be the one to confess!? That was just too embarrassing! And what if the other person rejected him? What would happen then? He didn't think he could take the embarrassment then.

"Yes?" Flinn replied in question, looking at the Alpha as if it was common sense, further shocking Tian Zi. He had never courted anyone before so he didn't know one had to confess. He was already 25 years old yet he couldn't believe he didn't know such simple knowledge. He thought it just naturally happened.

"Then, what about if you get rejected?" Tian Zi asked almost desperately.

"Then I would have to move on and hopefully find someone else that would not reject me. But as you can see, I married her and we're expecting our first child soon... Anyway, why is the Young Master asking? Are you planning to confess to someone? Perhaps Mr. Long?" Flinn asked curiously. There was no one he knew of that was closer to the Young Master than Fyre Long, so close to the point that the two looked like they were lovers when they were actually not. Yes, they fought and bickered a lot, but from a third party's point of view, they pretty much got along. In fact, the Alpha's favorite snacks were foods that were pre-made by Fyre or delivered by him himself. As for the Omega, although he looked like he hated being with the Young Master, he would still visit from time to time to hang out and make something for the Alpha to enjoy. They were such good friends, so if it was not Fyre Long, then he wondered who it was that his Master wanted to confess to.

"What!! No!! I was just asking!" Hearing his butler's question, Tian Zi's eyes widened in shock. His face was almost as if he was seeing something out of this world. 'Does it look like I wanted to confess to Fyre?' Tian Zi thought. He'd never even imagined it. ...Confessing to Fyre and becoming lovers with him. There's no way that's what he wanted, right? He still believed his confusing emotions would soon pass. It's not like he wanted to have a relationship! In the first place, he promised that he would never.

"Oh Okay. Then I will go ahead and manage the kitchen for dinner. Please call upon me when you need something else." Flinn said, seeing that the Master was once again lost in his mind, in his own world. Fortunately, the Alpha still managed to dismiss him despite his seemingly floating mind.

Meanwhile, in Tian Zi's mind. 'Do I really look like I wanted to confess? Do I really like Fyre to the point that I wanted to confess? Why is this bothering me so much? And there is also the fact that Fyre has a man at his house right now!! If that bastard does anything to him, I swear I'll ruin his life and he'll regret ever being born in this world.'

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To be Continued...

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