My Bully

part 137

once they finished eating they started playing imessage games going against each other and getting mad when the other one after they finished playing for a while kobe raised his arms to stretch then he felt a sharp pain so he lowered his arms back down

Kobe: damn i guess i found the stitches
Y: stop lifting your arms
Kobe: i lift them once
Y: ok now never do it again
Kobe: but i need to raise them to ask for your hand in marriage...get it because i raise my hand to ask a question
Y: yes kobe i got your dumb joke
Kobe: couldn't be that dumb if you got it well actually yea it could you are a little slow
Y: i'm dumb but who's dying
Kobe: i'm not dying i was dying thank you every much and it's not nice to joke about someone else's trauma actually just so you know
Y: you are such a pain in the ass
Kobe: i know it's one of my many specialties
Y: i'm glad you're self aware

they talked for a little longer until the doctor walked in and they got quiet

Doctor: nice to see you up and talking i'm guessing you've found your stitches
Kobe: yup i stretched and i definitely found them
Doctor: oh my let's make sure we don't do that again or you'll be back on the surgery table
Kobe: i got a question is affection a good mental cope
Doctor: oh the best one knowing you have someone on you side in times like this is very important for you right now
Kobe: see now can you tell her that
Y: yea whatever

the doctor looked at y/n and kobe laughing when he tried to grab her hand but she moved it

Doctor: ugh y'all remind me of me and my husband when we were younger
Y: really how long have y'all been married
Doctor: sixteen years
Y: wow
Kobe: how old are you
Y: kobe
Doctor: no it's fine i'm thirty nine we got married when i was twenty three and i don't regret it at all although i did around that seventeen twenty mark because let's say he wasn't the most loyal person but when i hit twenty one he really changed for the better and he reproposed to me and even though people told me to say no i said yes now years later here we are and honestly i'm the happiest i've ever been three lovely kids and one amazing husband what about y'all any children
Y: one eight month old girl
Kobe: and we're working on another
Y: we're not
Kobe: yes we are she just doesn't want to admit it
Doctor: nothing wrong with trying it took multiple tries for me and my husband to have our youngest but here we are
Kobe: how old is she
Doctor: nine i had her when i was thirty the oldest is eighteen and the middle is sixteen so you can only imagine the arguments the worst ones come from the freaking nine year old
Y: do you ever regret it
Doctor: not one bit everyone told me i wouldn't be able to live or be a doctor because of a baby but i did shit look at me now doing better than all of them my biggest accomplishment was proving everyone wrong
Kobe: that's what i'm working on but right now i'm not doing so good
Doctor: everyone has downs some are just bigger than others but it's how we bounce back from it that makes us stronger
Kobe: y/n sorry but could you step out for a second so i can talk to her
Y: sure

y/n got up from the bed walking out the room and just walking up and down the halls on the phone with cherry

Kobe: i just feel like sometimes i get doubted and when i try to prove people wrong i always mess up and i know she's not gonna want me back if i can't even get my shit together but i don't know how
Doctor: i used to be bad i don't mean like a bad kid i mean i did drugs like coke heroine meth i was a junky and i hated myself i hated looking in the mirror or at any camera and i knew i needed change and that i couldn't get it on my own so one day i was walking down the street crying because i was fighting the burning urge to go sniff or smoke something anything as i was walking i saw bright lights and when i turned my head it was a recovery group and i just remember walking to the steps not being sure and i heard the softest voice welcome me in and the second i stepped in and took a seat i knew it was where i needed to be but when they started talking i knew i was going to be ok and i was going to be better and i did it yes it was hard but i pushed myself everyday and i didn't listen to the negative comments i looked on the bright side of everything and soon that brightness led me to the one amazing man who stood by my side the whole time
Kobe: so i should go to a recovery group
Doctor: find what you need everyone is different mine was a recovery group yours might be friends social media parties who knows but whichever you pick let it be something good that won't lead you back to square one because a reset is the worst thing you can get when you've already came so far
Kobe: thank you
Doctor: no problem oh and as for her if she sees sincere change her feelings will come maybe even stronger than before if there was a before
Kobe: yea there was
Doctor: figured y'all weren't engaged
Kobe: not anymore
Doctor: well good luck getting her back she's beautiful and seems like an amazing girl i can see why you're trying so hard

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