My Bully

part 107

Y: are you asking me on a date because i can't do that
Keith: no just two friends hanging out
Y: when
Keith: tomorrow is ok with me
Y: well if i can get someone to watch amerie then sure
Keith: alright see you tomorrow two friends hanging
Y: just two friends
Keith: even though i like you

keith mumbled the last part so y/n couldn't hear then he gave her a sweaty hug before getting in his car and driving off while she walked back inside going into her room and laying amerie on the bed watching her roll on her stomach and just flap around

Kobe: what were y'all talking about
Y: none much
Kobe: sure
Y: what am i gonna have to do to get you to not be mad at me
Kobe: i don't know
Y: well think because you just being mad at me is stressful and annoying
Kobe: what are you talking about
Y: it's like i'm walking on eggshells around you scared you're gonna get mad after every little thing i do
Kobe: what do you mean
Y: if i could give you a picture of my mind and how carefully i have to word stuff to try and please you then you'd see what i mean
Kobe: no ones forcing you to do that
Y: mentally it feels like it and it's draining loving someone and feeling like you're putting in more then you're getting out
Kobe: what more am i supposed to do for you i buy you whatever you want i do whatever you want
Y: that's a lie
Kobe: how
Y: sometimes i just want to lay down with you and talk about things bothering me but you're out with your friends or i'll need help with amerie but you're with a friend every time i need you around you're with a friend then the time comes around when i turn to a friend and it's a problem i don't get you
Kobe: you don't try
Y: that's another lie you really think i don't try kobe i try every time i speak to you i try to understand the way you think and your process but you never give me the chance i try to speak to you and you push me away i'm trying so hard and nothing seems to be working for you nothing i do seems to be enough but let someone else come and barely try and they're just above and beyond the best don't you see i'm trying
Kobe: well maybe you're not trying hard enough
Y: you're so damn unbelievable
Kobe: when we first met you were different you actually cared about what other people think and with that you made sure to upkeep yourself more than anyone else that's what attracted me to you but since then you just don't care how you look or how you dress
Y: then if i'm so bad don't be with me anymore i'm not changing how i am for you anymore and i'm not gonna let people opinions change how i feel about myself you don't like it i'll leave i don't care have it you can have it all
Kobe: i miss the old you
Y: too bad because she's not coming back

y/n picked amerie up and walked downstairs then out the door buckling her in her car seat then getting in the car driving off and going to the house she planned on viewing when she made it she quickly got amerie out and jogged to the door as the owner was coming out

Y: i'm here i'm y/n y/l/n the one viewing the house
Owner: i almost thought you weren't coming
Y: yea i was hoping i didn't have to

the owner just shook his head then opened the door again giving y/n a tour and showing her around the whole house once he finished he pulled out his clipboard and a pin holding it towards her she hesitated at first but then she grabbed the pin signing her name

Owner: alright i'll get everything set up then i'll give you a call when you can move in until then here are your keys

the owner dropped the keys into y/n hands then they walked out the house together while she got in her car buckling her in again then sitting in the drivers seat going to a furniture app and ordering everything  doing it her way all that took her about two hours but when she finished she drove back to the house going in seeing lucianna kristen sharan and tatyana sitting on the couch with kobe sitting across from them

Y: what's going on
Kristen: he seems off and we're tryna figure out what
Tatyana: maybe he's cheating
Y: oh well

y/n walked upstairs laying amerie down and rocking her in her crib until she fell asleep then she went back downstairs seeing kobe was gone so she sighed rolling her eyes and just leaning back onto the couch

Lucianna: there seems to be a lot of trouble in paradise
Y: he's never home i'm always taking care of amerie by myself then the one time i have a friend over he gets mad at me saying i shouldn't have let him stay the night and a bunch of shit but we slept on two different sides of the bed and that's a problem but it was ok for him to sleep right next to his friend because she needed comfort so he was there for her when she needed him but when i need him he's no where to be found so i turn to someone else and you're mad because he stayed over
Kristen: ok i can see why both of y'all are mad you're mad he's never home and always with his female friends and he's mad you let keith stay over
Y: ok so which one is worse sleeping on two different sides of the bed not even touching each other at all or sleeping all up on each other then hugging all up on her

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