My Bully

part 99

two months passed after everything and y/n was trying to get better by just painting and decorating the nursery while kobe would walk around the house drinking and yelling sometimes crying today he was just drinking while y/n was in the nursery playing slow songs and painting the walls when kobe walked in

Kobe: there's no point
Y: kobe not today
Kobe: she's dead y/n the baby she's dead and she's not coming back
Y: i don't care i'm still painting the nursery
Kobe: you're gonna disappoint yourself
Y: comes from the one who told me to have hope
Kobe: yea that was before i used common sense and realized you fell directly on your stomach you didn't even catch yourself how is she possible alive in there
Y: stop
Kobe: stop what trying to make you realize she's not alive there was never a chance and it was dumb to think it is now stop wasting money on this bullshit because she's not here you're carrying a de-
Y: kobe stop right now i don't care i have hope because you told me to and you're being such a fucking hypocrite right now to try and come for me for having hope you're such a fucking dick how about you try to do something other than shoving your face in a fucking bottle of liquor every chance you get
Kobe: rather do this then have this false ass hope like you didn't kill our child
Y: excuse me
Kobe: you didn't do shit you could've turned around or i don't know tried to catch yourself
Y: how kobe huh how would i catch myself as fast as i got pushed you wouldn't even think it was my fault if your precious fuck buddy wasn't the one that pushed me
Kobe: we got our lawsuit she got locked up and we even got a restraining order what else do you want me to do huh go in jail and kill the bitch we're blaming everyone else besides the actually person
Y: and who's that huh
Kobe: you
Y: i'm not listening to this you can burn in hell

y/n turned around going back to painting the wall while kobe came from behind her snatching the paint brush out of her hand throwing it on the ground

Y: what kobe what i'm not gonna stand here and listen to you try and say this was my fault ok i think the same fucking thing and i hate myself for it i don't need someone else telling me the same shit the one person who was supposed to be on my side but it's fine you blame me i blame me we're on the same page just leave me alone and let me have the little hope i do have that you keep trying to rip away from me

y/n dropped the paint bucket and tried to walk passed kobe until he hugged her from behind while she tried to squirm out of his grip failing miserably so soon she just gave up and wiped her eyes while silently crying

Kobe: i didn't mean that and i'm so sorry for saying it baby it's not your fault i know that it wasn't anyone's fault but leonas i'm just fucked up right now i was excited to have a little us running around and i let all of this shit get to my head and i took it out on you when i shouldn't have y/n i'm sorry
Y: you're supposed to be on my side and you just bashed me kobe you blamed me for this knowing how i felt on it
Kobe: i know and that was dumb and i'm sorry i'm so damn sorry and within my life i'll be saying that a lot and each time i'm gonna mean it i promise i just let the alcohol get to me and i wasn't thinking and i really messed up and i know i hurt your feelings and i'm such a dick and i'm sorry for saying that it was fucked up and it wasn't your fault you tried i know you did and i- i'm just a fuck up i'm sorry y/n i'm so fucking sorry i love you so much

kobe just kept hugging y/n resting his head on top of hers while she stood there not saying anything just looking at the wall and wanting him to let her go

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