Kobe: you mean that
Y: why wouldn't i kobe yes we have our flaws we're not perfect well i mean you're perfect to me but to other people we may have flaws we never even noticed but what counts is what we think about ourselves and the second we let someone else try to break us down over the little things then they win
Kobe: i don't know it's just i woke up today i looked in the mirror and i just wanted to erase everything i saw
Y: which is crazy because the kobe i know loves himself so much he'll sit in your face when you're having a conversation with him and take a picture then while you're still talking he'll compliment himself and post it kobe i'm telling you there's nothing wrong with you i don't care what you think and i damn sure don't care what anyone else thinks literally seeing your face everyday is enough to make me smile
Kobe: what if i had nothing to offer
Y: then we make something to offer together baby i promise the money the gifts the dates they're amazing they are but if i had to give all of that away for you to be able to see yourself how i see you then i'd do it in a heartbeat
Kobe: so if something happened to me today where everything went downhill and fucked up would you stay
Y: i don't care if you went psycho and locked me in a moving car yes i'd be scared of you at that point but is there really a way to stop loving someone who's been there for you through so much crap through my parents leaving me going insane arguments i still to this day wish i could take back all of it i'm not saying i'm perfect i'll never be that and that's fine but you best believe if someone else tells me i'm not perfect i'm gonna look at them like they're shitting cardboard paper you're human you're gonna have moments where your confidence goes down that's life and sadly it sucks kobe if i told you how much i loved you you'd probably think i was crazy you're all i think about i promise if something was wrong with you i'd still be here regardless of what it was i meant when i said i'd give anything to grow old with you
Kobe: one day i won't be the same and i'll change and i know you'll look at me differently i know you'll love me differently
Y: the only day i'll love you differently is the day we're at the alter or the day we're dying and at that moment i'll love you more than i do now and i'll always look at you as the guy who saved my life if i had an option to start over i'd never take it this right here is all i need for the rest of my life
Kobe: i just don't want you to regret anything later on
Y: i won't kobe every moment every memory every gift good or bad i'm gonna cherish it all because no one makes it out of this life alive so we cherish the memories we have now that's the only option we have now and i know this night will forever be stuck in my head
Kobe: why's that
Y: because i know that you're just like me we're both trying to find our place in this world and sometimes it feels like our piece is never going to fit in the puzzle but that's what makes us different it's what makes us unique the fact we can go through life just taking it day by day is some most don't even have the luxury to do we have it good and when i'm with you i have it even better i'll never regret that perfect is a word i'd use to describe how you look to me but you'll never hear me say and mean you're ugly it would take a damn fool to say some like that and genuinely mean it i'd choose us over anything else
kobe dropped the shells and hugged y/n and she hugged him back
Kobe: i don't know what i'd do without you
Y: i know i'm great
kobe laughed and kept holding onto to y/n another hour passed and y/n went back to kobes house and he gave her a kiss before getting in his car and going to his photoshoot while she went in the house seeing kay kaitlyn safia and jihoon
Y: what are y'all doing here
Kay: this is a stretch we know but we wanted to know if you'd go out with us tonight
Y: i don't even trust you guys no
Kaitlyn: we just want to hang out before you move
Y: no my answer is no
Safia: please y/n just this one time for old times sake and then you'll never have to speak to us ever again
y/n looked at jihoon then she rolled her eyes looking back at everyone else
Y: fine but after that we're done
Kay: fair enough
Kaitlyn: we're taking my car
Y: no mine
Kaitlyn: come on y/n
Y: fine ok
they walked out the house getting in kaitlyns car and y/n had a bad burning feeling but she thought it was just because she was nervous so she didn't say anything and they went to a random club or party type deal and they all walked in looking around and going straight to the bar part the girls were taking shots while y/n was just watching with her arms folded really wanting to leave already she zoned out for a few minutes and by the time she paid attention again the girls were gone so she looked around for them but when she didn't see them anywhere she was about to leave until a guy walked up to her
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My Bully
Fanfictionhe's been bullying her since freshman year it's senior year and nothing has changed or has it??
