My Bully

part 117

six months passed and keith and y/n we're doing good she finally got completely over kobe and could see him with someone else without being jealous or even giving a second glance she ended up letting keith read her journal and he read it every single page over and over again trying to understand her mindset then once he finally got it down he started treating her the way he knew she not only needed to be treated but also the way she wanted to today they were at his house he bought a crib so when y/n stayed over amerie had somewhere to sleep so that's what she was doing upstairs in the room sleep while keith and y/n were in his living room making a fort and playing around then once it was built they put a bunch of blankets on the floor and laid on their stomachs turning on the tv and lightly kicking their feet in the air while holding each other's hand

Keith: if you had unlimited money a car that never ran out of gas and no responsibilities what would you do
Y: i'd get in that car drive off and never turn back just travel the world and live life to the fullest
Keith: funny because i was gonna say the same thing i mean as long as you were there with me

y/n looked at keith smiling then she leaned her head on his shoulder while he kissed it and went back to watching the movie

Keith: you know i read that journal for days straight not because of how long it was just because i knew if you took the time to write it then it was obviously important to you
Y: you didn't have to do that
Keith: but i did i can't ask you a certain question just to treat you how you used to be treated the point in moving on and healing is so you can be treated not only better but different
Y: why do you care so much
Keith: you know in my whole time of living i never thought i'd hear a girl ask me that
Y: forget i asked then
Keith: no i'm sorry it's not a bad question i just never expected it especially from someone who's been as hurt as you have
Y: well that would be even more reason for me to ask
Keith: true well i care because not only do i know the feeling but i can say as time went on i grew attached to you and i can't stand the sight of you being sad in any way i don't even care if it's for a second the things i'd do just to see you smile is probably crazy but i love that beautiful smile it's honestly something i can't live without
Y: that was pretty sweet i guess
Keith: stop it
Y: stop what
Keith: that that whole i don't care get up you know you care and after reading that journal i know you care about even the smallest things so stop acting like you don't
Y: what am i supposed to say
Keith: say what you feel
Y: sometimes it's best to stay quiet life is easier that way
Keith: not only is that how you lose people but that's also how you regret things later in life
Y: what am i supposed to say huh the only thing i can think of is i'm so grateful you're in my life and honestly without you i don't know how i would've gotten over kobe what that you're truly the person that saved my life that's all i can think about i wake up i think about oh i wonder how keith's doing i go to sleep and i'm like i wonder if keith's thinking about me when my mind isn't occupied you're the only thing i can think of and sometimes i think you'll realize you have more options and you'll leave just like him you have all these girls from all kind of age groups wanting you and you pick me yet somehow i can't help but think it's all too good to be true
Keith: it is see i'm completely fake you're imagining me
Y: you're joking but that's how it feels nothing good ever happens to me besides my daughter that's it no one treats me good for a long time they get what they want from me and they leave and honestly if you do that i think my heart would break beyond repair you've shown me beautiful things and you've helped me so much i just feel like sometimes i should walk away before i get too close but i realize it's too late and if i walk away now i won't know what to do with myself and that's what i was trying so hard to prevent i feel weak
Keith: wow y/n i don't promise a lot of things but i promise it not doing all of this because i want something sexual from you the only thing i was is your heart and mind by that heart i mean i want to be able to tell that you mean it when you say things and that you genuinely want to be with me and your mind i just want you to be able to talk to me whenever something is bothering you if you can do that then y/n i just have one question will y-

before keith could finish they heard amerie yelling from upstairs so he just smiled and got up

Keith: i got it

he walked upstairs then into the room picking amerie up and gently swaying her back and forth

Keith: hey i'm trying to ask your mom out and you're messing it up just give me a shot huh i've known you since you were born this is unfair i'm not your dad i know but your mom means a lot to me and i want to give her as close to the world as possible because that's what she deserves i want to build something with her because she's amazing

THE END (face ass i'm joking)
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