Life of an Indian Teenage Girl

Brain fog

Right now I'm battling brain fog. Brain fog is when you feel absolutely nothing. I feel absolutely nothing. I'm not happy, sad, angry, nothing.

That's the reason why I haven't written in so long. Maybe if I write this down I could clear my head?

No this is not writers block. Writers block is when you can't write. Brain fog is when you feel like your brain has been replaced by mud. So when you're trying to think, all this mud just moves around and serves absolutely no purpose.

I don't know if you can tell but, this is not how I usually write, right? This is not the tone I use, but it's all that's coming to me right now.

Sadly enough, this has no solution. I guess I just have to wait until the weather changes and I'm back to my old form. Everyone needs a little break right?

The problem is that I'm afraid. I'm afraid that writing was just a phase for me. I don't want to just lose it all just because I studied! I think I exhausted my brain by studying.

Now I can't study, I can't write. I don't love anything. I don't love anything I used to.

This is also the reason why I don't really reply to all the nice comments and DMs I'm getting these days. I just don't feel like it. It doesn't feel the same anymore.

I wanted to finish the first draft of Alex Sander by August 2021. I don't think that's going to happen now. For all I know, this fog could last for months and months. I hope it doesn't.

This is the only place I can vent. A place filled with writers.

I hope the fog clears soon. Have a nice day.