My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

Part 3

Ok, so I know I said I wouldn't post till weekend, but a few things have been nagging me all day. I tried to write this earlier but the Internet wasn't working. So here goes:

First, are all teachers as unfair as mine? My Spanish teacher gave the class 130 vocab words last week and told us to find the translations in our dictionaries. Then she come in today, only a week later and says we have a test tomorrow! Every other teacher understands that we can't memorize that much in one week! Maybe I'm just overreacting, but I am trying my best to keep my grades up, and they are making it really hard. Not that I would ever tell them that. I respect them, even if I don't agree. Are all teachers like this? Or just mine?

Second, there is something that I have been worrying about for a while. Auditions for the school musical are in January. I know it's a long way away, but I am constantly remind about them in my theatre class and because of my sister, who is going to audition. I dint know if I wanna do it. On one hand, I think I would enjoyit if I made it. On the other hand, I went to the play auditions a while ago and completely embarrassed myself, and musical auditions will be worse cuz I can't dance, I have never sung in public, and I have stage fright. But I'm afraid I'm missing out on life because I'm afraid. I just keep thinking that a freshman should be seen and not heard in school clubs. I feel weird around seniors. But what if my sister gets in and I don't, or I don't even try? Which would be worse? I'm sorry, I'm ranting. If you have any insight, help is appreciated. I'm gonna go do my Spanish homework. Can't wait to tell you bout my friends this weekend. I would have today, but my time is running short. And I think I have decided that the real story is gonna happen! Thanks for the support! You can expect that either this weekend or next.

Shoot! I knew I forgot something! There was another nice commenter and I meant to thank them in here, but I forgot to get their username! If I try and check now it will delete all my writing! I'm really sorry! Thank you for the comment though, and I promise to put you in my next entry! I really do appreciate it! Thank you, and ToxicBunny, for your support! ;) I feel better already. And if I can help you with anything online or something feel free to ask!