Unknown901

Location	Nerdfighteria
Member Since	Sep 21, 2010
Votes Received	148
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I'm not good at these :) 
Who I am:
A highschool girl; a christian, a Nerdfighter, a Starkid, a Starship Ranger, a Mythical Beast, and a total Darren Criss fangirl. I am such a huge nerd, you would not believe. But I embrace it!

What I'm like: 
I am a hidden weirdo. I'm so obsessed with musicals and Harry Potter that all my friends think I'm strange. But I'm also really quite. In public, especially in class, I keep my head down and my thoughts to myself. I'm a completely different person, however, whenever my sister is around me, cuz she is just as nerdy as I am.

I'm incredibly awkward in public, to the point that I find it almost impossible to talk in front of strangers.  I also have times when I wonder if life is worth it. But despite all of my struggles, I'm still alive :) 

My beliefs and morals are very important to me. I don't want to be one of "those" teenagers. I'm going to do something with my life.

Also, just a random fact, I can't seem to write anything that isn't based on something happening in my life. So yeah.

Sorry if I sound like a brat or anything. I try not to.  I don't think I am one.

If you want, read my story for more insight on who I am. I promise, it gets better as it goes on :)

Thank you all! Writing allows me to say what I can't in real life. Without my story I would be lost. And very, very sad. Like, more than I already am. So thank you :)

Works

Beginning in the Middle

3 parts / 7 pages, updated Aug 06, 2012

This is the continuation of my life story, started in My Diary. It's completely true. This is my journey through depression and social anxiety, as well as the norm... read more

76 reads

My diary: an interactive project. Sort of.

100 parts / 114 pages, updated Jun 22, 2012 PG-13

Just the life of a girl who may or may not be mentally ill. Care to take the journey with me?

30,929 reads

142

329

These Twists and Turns of Fate

6 parts / 8 pages, updated Jan 03, 2012 PG-13

Life is made of moments. Some are happy, some sad, some just normal. But some are lifechanging.

290 reads

Yours Truly

2 parts / 2 pages, updated Nov 10, 2011

Letters to people in my life. Used to provide insight into my mind. Read if you like.

73 reads

A Conversation

1 page, updated Sep 01, 2011

29 reads

The Forbidden Boy Part 1

1 page, updated Nov 23, 2010

tags / boy hidden secret stalk

85 reads

Unknown901's Reading List

I Tell It How It Is: a Diary of Me

695 reads

My diary

228 reads

I'm not a Vampire...Am i?

124 reads

finding home

58 reads

Message Board

sammyw
1 month ago

hello?

sammyw
2 months ago

can you message me if you see this?

Boo_Reaper
8 months ago

@Unknown901 I have Asbergers and Bipolar. I have my own pulbic dairy that I'm writing. Its called  'Through the Eyes that See Little.' If you want to read about my personal issues you can. Lol. :)

gaylierae
9 months ago

And I'll always be here for you.

Songless
9 months ago

@Unknown901 Oh, and thanks for your support too. This really helps. :)

Songless
9 months ago

@Unknown901  I'm actually the same way about music. And sometimes books, or anything. It's almost like I feel that I'm not allowed to have my own opinions about anything, even though I still do. Like sometimes people will grab my iPod and look at my music and stuff and say things like,"You actually listen to this?"  Ugh, I don't see why it matters so much to other people whether or not we like bands that aren't really popular. It's not like it's going to matter 30 years from now.

Unknown901
9 months ago

@Songless I love music, I really do, but sometimes I'm weird about that too. I feel like sometimes I'm almost not allowed to be a fan of certain bands, like people will think I'm crazy for liking a certain type of music, especially if the band isn't well-known. And of course, any time I say anything about liking music, all of my friends who play instruments and sing give me that look, the one that says, "But you can't even read music." I don't know. I'm weird.
Anyway, I appreciate the support :)

Unknown901
9 months ago

@LovelyIdea Sometimes it's so difficult to find the words to say. My natural instinct when I get a message like this is to say, "Don't worry, it will be fine." But I really can't justify saying that given my own experience. So I won't promise you that everything will get better. But, at the very least, I can say that you are not alone, and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here.
Even though it's difficult sometimes, there is always some bit of good in every life. We just have to keep living for those moments.
I really do appreciate your concern and your comments. Each one means the world to me. However, as for help, I've come to realize that there isn't much anyone can do but listen. But if you have any other suggestions, I'll always listen.
Thank you so much :) I hope you feel better soon.

gaylierae
9 months ago

Im here to help, brcause your story sounds a lot likr mine. I feel like I have no friends. No one understands me. Nobody likez.me. Nobody would care if I died. Nobody. If I just disapeared. I feel useless. Talentless. I get angry easily, and depressed often. I'm here to help you.

Its gonna be ok

Songless
9 months ago

@Unknown901 Yeah, I wish more people knew what it's like. Like when I'm around a lot people I'll randomly start twitching and people will look at me like,"What the heck is wrong with you?" it's kind of irritating, because I can't control it. 
But I am glad that I'm not alone,either. And if you need to talk or anything, I'll try to help, too. :)
Oh, and it's mostly music that helps me, but I guess it helps a lot of people,lol.

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