#49: Yza Blade

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"Did I defeat Gyze?..."

"You did, Yozora."

"...then I'm glad."

(Opening here)

(Play Glassy Sky by Donna Burke here (song in media))

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"Like I'm sinking. As I'm sinking. As I'm dying. These events can't be repeating, surely? Why now. Why am I... why am I repeating history... please tell me... please tell me... please tell me... as I'm falling, I try to open my eyes. They're glued. I'm glued. I'm bound to this fate. I'm bound by this fate of saving the world. Save the world. Save the world. Save the world. Save the world. Save the world. Why save the world. I die. I die. I die. I die. I die each time. No, I'm not dying. I'm living. I live. I live. I live. I live. Die. Live. Die. Live. Die. Live. Die. Live, just how many times do I have to repeat this process? Please stop it. I'm not going through with this. I don't want this. I'm done. I'm gone. I'm done. I'm gone. I'm done. I'm gone. What's the difference between living and dying? What's the difference between saving the world and giving up on it? I tried so hard. I tried so hard. I tried to understand myself. I tried to live. I tried to suffocate it. I tried to silence it. I am a demon. I am a demon who will not die. I am a demon who saves the world. I am a demon no one likes. I am a demon who uses different faces to hide. I am a demon who is scared. I am a demon who is weak. I am a demon with nothing left. They've all left. It's just me. Just me. Just me. Just me. Just me, myself and I. Just... me... myself... and I... and him... me, myself, I, and him... wouldn't it be easier to just... to just remember already... remember it... remember the days... remember the past... remember who I was. I am Yozora Shinsei. A night sky rebirth. A night sky rebirth. A night sky rebirth is what my name means. But my name, has no meaning. A blade is sharp. A blade can kill. Am I... a killer? I... killed... someone... I killed... it. I killed it... I killed it... I killed it... I killed it... I killed it... I killed it... I killed it... I KILLED IT I KILLED THEM I KILLED HIM I KILLED HER I KILLED YOU I KILLED I KILLED I KILLED I KILLED MYSELF WHO AM I WHO IS MYSELF WHO IS ME WHO IS I WHO ARE YOU YOU ARE ME I AM YOU YOU AREN'T ME I AM HIM HIM IS NOT ME ME IS HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU KNOW NOTHING I TRIED TO KEEP MYSELF TOGETHER BUT NO I CAN'T ANY MORE PLEASE STOP IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY FACE IS CAVING IN MY FACE IS CAVING IN MY FACE IS CAVING IN WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME MERCY THIS LIFE HAS BEEN TOO CRUEL BUT ITS A LIFE I PUSHED ON MYSELF WHO CAN I BLAME BUT MYSELF MYSELF IS HIM HIM IS I I IS YOU YOU IS MYSELF MYSELF IS MOM WHERE ARE YOU MOM I MISSED YOU MOM PLEASE COME BACK TO ME DAD DIED DAD DIED A LONG TIME AGO SO JUST TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE LET ME RETURN TO YOU I'VE BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT DAD WITHOUT MY BROTHER BUT I DON'T HAVE A BROTHER I HAVE A SISTER OH SISTER SISTER SISTER SISTER LITTLE SISTER I LOVE YOU I WISH YOU WERE HERE YOU ARE MY ONLY FAMILY LEFT LEFT IS RIGHT RIGHT IS WRONG WRONG IS ME I AM WRONG I WAS ALWAYS WRONG WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING WRONG ABOUT WHO I AM WHO I WAS WHO I LIVE FOR WHO I LOVE WHO I DIE I WANT TO KNOW WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ZA WHY ZA WHY ZA WHY ZA WHY ZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA YZA THIS IS YOUR FAULT YZA THIS IS YOUR FAULT YZA THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOUR FAULT NOT MINE YOUR YOUR YOUR YOUR YOUR... I AM... HE IS... YZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY DO I KNOW THIS NAME WHO IS YOU YOU IS ME YOU ARE ME WE ARE YOU MYSELF IS MISSING HE IS HERE PLEASE... STOP... STOP... STOP... YZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY BRAIN HURTS IT HURTS MY BRAIN HURTS IT HURTS MY BRAIN HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS MY BRAIN MY BRAIN HURTSMY BRAIN HURTSMY BRAIN HURTSMY BRAIN HURTSMY BRAIN HURTSMY BRAIN HURTS
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mum where are you?
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its been too long ayaza?
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dad i miss you so much?
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my brother is nice to me?
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ah rukia i want to protect you?
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its been so long since i felt
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IT HUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRTSSSSSSSSS SO FUCKING MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahhaahahahahhaaahahahaahaahhahaahaahahhahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahaahhahahahaahahhhahhahahahhhahahaahhahhahahahahahahahhahahah... it hurts... it hurts a lot... it's painful, isn't it...? Yeah... it is... you want to know everything? No... I want to live as... I want to live... I want to live. I want to live as me. Not you. Not myself. Not I. Not him. But as me. As Yozora Shinsei. As him. As that person who I admire. As that person who enjoyed life... and hated it. I am Yozora Shinsei. You are not. Isn't that right? Isn't that right? Isn't that right? Yes it is. Please... save me... I'm going to... disappear... but I don't want to... I don't want to disappear... you are... I am... no, we are... now Yozora Shinsei. We are... you. You are us. You won't disappear. Because I said so. I won't disappear, because you said so. It's a happy ending for everyone, isn't it? Yeah. I'll live like this... as the hero of the world. It's not pretty, but I'll be okay... you'll be okay... I know you'll be okay... sometimes good people make choices... it doesn't mean they are bad people... it means that they are human... oh wait... I read that in a manga once... Good morning, Chiharu. Even as I slept peacefully, I was forcefully awakened. A man with white hair pulled back the curtains. A man with white hair sat down next to the broken me. A man with white hair grinned at me. My life in that moment was reduced to nothing. All I felt in this moment was nothing. I was as empty as his words."

"You're Yza."

"The End."

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