Fix A Heart

Chapter 32

Fix a heart

Chapter 32

"The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it..." - Nicholas Sparks

Blair's POV:

I didn't know how long I had cried into Sadie's shirt, the soothing action of her fingers running through my hair and scalp calming me after a little while.

"I need to leave." I sniffle quietly.

I don't care what any of the other boys say, or what Sadie says. I'm not staying here another day. I can't see Harry again. He's probably off with that girl right now.

"Okay. Lets get your things packed." She says softly.

I thanked god that she hadn't tried to change my mind. Instead she starts to help me gather all of my things from the messy room, tossing them into the suitcase with me.

"I'll be right back." I hear Sadie say right before she slips out the door.

I slump onto the bed, tiny tears still falling from my eyes silently. The way he looked at me..made me want to fall into pieces. It looked like the sight of seeing me made him disgusted. I hadn't meant to kiss Niall. I thought he was Harry all along.

"Lou said he would drive us up Blair." I hear Sadie say quietly.

I stand up from the bed, taking my suitcase along with me as I walk by her and out the door. I knew this was coming all along. I never wanted to feel heartbreak. I always knew I shouldn't have liked Harry. There was always something telling me not to.

And today, I've had my heart torn into pieces.

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"Blair.....Blair."

I feel someone nudge me, a pain shooting through my neck as I attempt to sit up. Damn uncomfortable seat.

"We're here."

A strange groan emits from me as I sit up in the front seat, turning to Lou and forcing a small smile.

"Thanks for this." I tell him.

He nods with a gentle smile, "Blair I'll take our things up." Sadie yawns, popping open the back door and hopping out.

When the door shuts we sit in silence for a few seconds.

"Whatever Harry said Blair, he probably didn't mean it. He probably-"

"He meant it Lou. I could tell." I say sadly.

He starts to speak again but I cut him off, "Listen okay? I know he doesn't feel anything for me anymore and I understand. But tell him what really happened okay?" I say quickly, my door already being opened.

"Just tell him I'm sorry, I can't stand the thought of him hating me." I say softly once standing outside the car, Lou's mouth agape as I shut the door, walking up the driveway without another word.

This is why I never believed I could fall in love. Maybe love doesn't even exist. You get hurt before it can even happen.

Harrys POV:

"Get up you idiot."

"Harry."

I hear people talking, the sound making my head pound.

"Stop talking." I grunt irritatedly.

"Get up!"

I open my eyes in aggravation, four boys standing before me.