Alison's POV
Last night was horrible, when i walked in she was already sleeping on her bed. For a little moment i thought that maybe i could talk with her and fix it but she was sleeping, she didn't even care. I woke up and she was gone, probably she walked away that fast to don't see me. Honestly i don't knkw what do tp, i'm desperate. I need to fix it, for once in my life i had someone who listened to me, someone who really cared about me and loved me... i let that person go away. I stand up and get my bathroom things, i need a warm shower to clear everything and just think. Hanna will be there too, i'm so glad i have her right now. I make my way to the bathroom, it's early so there's probably not a lot of people there and i won't have to wait that much. I walk in, Hanna is not here yet, well, she'll come soon. I see free shower and i get in. I still remember the first week in here, how horrible was shower time for me, but now i don't give a fuck. I take off my clothes and walk in, i turn on the water and.i feel warm water going that my body. I was freezing, the nights are really cold here and more now that it's almost winter. I can't wait to get out of here, to have a warm bed, normal food... a normal life again. But right after those thoughts, the idea of leaving them here haunts me. I don't know what to do. I decide to get out from the shower, i wanna go somewhere before breakfast starts, i still have like twenty minutes. I fastly dress up again, i put my wet hair on a bun, i don't want my back part of the suit wet because i'm going outside and I'll probably end up sick. I leave my things on my room, on y way to outside i pass right next to Hanna's room, she's still on her pajamas. She sees me and walks to the door.
"Hey. How you feeling today?" She asks me woth a sleepy voice.
"Like yesterday" I say with a sad voice. If i say i'm okay i would be lying. "I already took my shower, i'm going outside to breath fresh air and just take walk, see you on breakfast?" I informe her.
"Yeah, see you there" She says with a little smile.
I turn to walk away but she grabs my arms. I turn to her, she's gonna say something.
"Ali, don't push yourself too hard. You'll find a solution and everything will be fine again, okay?" She says basically warning me.
"I won't, don't worry" I say faking a smile.
This time she lets me go, i walk fast, walking through people who go to the bathroom or come from it. I finally get to that door, it's always opened. I walk out, the cold instantly hits me, making goosebumps appear all over my body. There's no one out, just me and this cold. I see the tree, there's where i'm going. I put my hands on the pockets of the hoodie i got right before i walked out, i'm always wearing this hoodie, it's so warm. After walking less than a minute i get there. It's cloudy, a sad day. I sit like i used to with Emily when we came here, with my back against the tree and just looking and everything. I turn a little, i came here to see this. I slowly touch it, it feels like a scar. It's still there what Emily did with her knife. I pass the tips of my fingers following the letters. There are a lot of emotions inside of me right now. I feel anger, because she's not with me. I feel shame, about what happened and my stupid actions. I feel sadness... but most of all, i feel love, love about her. This makes me remember all the good times we had together. I feel a little tear going down my cheek, it feel so cold. I take it off and i keep looking at it. I need to get her back. Suddenly i hear the breakfast bell. Time went so fast, it felt like i was there just for a minutes... I stand up again, the first thing i have to do i try to feel better and fix this stupid thing. I walk inside again, i go directly to the cafeteria, i don't think Hanna is already there but i have nowhere else to go. I walk in, there's no one at our usual table, but honestly i don't think it could be a good idea to sit there. Emily is probably gonna come soon and the others too. I don't want this problem to affect them too, it's a thing between Emily and me, and i don't want to make their breakfast awkward and weird. I'm gonna go to the table in the corner where i used to sit with Hanna during my first weeks here. I get my food and i go there. I'm gonna wait for Hanna to come. After like five minutes she walks in, i notice she's looking around to find me. When she sees me she makes a little smile, gets her food and sits with me.
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Locked (Emison)
FanfictionAlison Dilaurentis, the new one in here. Shy, unconfident, betrayed. Emily Fields, mysterious, does whatever she wants, doesn't care about anything. Locked in the same place, different from each other. What will happen?