Camping trip - Tom Kaulitz

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝔁𝓽𝔂 - 𝓯𝓲𝓿𝓮

ALISON'S POV:

I was sitting on the couch at the garage with Diane beside me. I felt like an outsider. For the first time in years I've felt like that around my friend group. Everyone had someone to go to except me. Diane had Bill, Lea had Georg, Gustav had Christina and Tom I guess had Ginny. I was jealous of that woman but dissapointed in Tom aswell. I really didn't know that he'll move on that quick. Right now she's sitting on his lap while he's teaching her how to play guitar. So clingy. I want him to be like that with me. I regret breaking up with him, yet I'm scared that if we get back together he'll cheat. He has showed me how fast he can move on so that's making me a bit insecure.

"Tell him to fuck off!" Diane said beside me, staring into my phone like a maniac. I rolled my eyes as I typed out a message and clicked send. Some dude from my school is asking me on a date. Don't get me wrong, he isn't bad looking but I just like muscular men more and he isn't one of them.

"Jesus christ he takes so long to type." I say as I stare at the three dots that have been there for at least a minute. What is he? A fucking novel writer or something?

She shoved her face in my phone staring at the dots before looking up at me. "Too used to a keyboard can't type on a virtual one." We both laughed at her comment before seeing him respond. 

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okay.

As we saw that text we burst out laughing like some fucking donkeys. The guy had been texting something for a whole year and that's all he had to say? Jesus fucking christ, I should've blocked him earlier. "No fucking way!" Diane laughed as I was already breathless from how much we've been throwing our asses off. 

I looked around the room seeing a few people staring at us. I rolled my eyes and turned back to Diane as we started whispering and gossiping about those fuckheads. I didn't really look at Tom as I didn't want to see any innapropriate scene that'll make me cry. 

"Will you guys listen to our new song?" Bill stood infront of the microphone looking at us all. I nodded putting my phone down as Diane smiled up at him. Bill turned to Tom who still had Ginny sat on his lap but he didn't look like he heard what Bill had said at all. "Tom!"

"What?" Tom turned his attention to Bill. He didn't sound annoyed, in fact, he sounded relieved. 

"We're gonna practice." Bill danced his head around gesturing to him to get Ginny away. Tom understood what he ment and whispered something in Ginny's ear and before I knew it she got up and sat down on the couch beside Diane. From any couch, she chose ours. Great. 

I watched as Tom picked up his guitar and played it for a moment before nodding at Gustav. A moment later, they all started playing their instruments and created a beautiful sound that was topped off with Bill's angelic voice. The song was again in german and none of  us could understand it. Georg and Tom sang along some words that were also the tittle of the song. 

My eyes were everywhere trying desprately not look at Tom. Everytime I stole a glance I saw him looking at me which made me a bit nervous and annoyed. My cheeks flushed every now and then. It felt wrong yet I wanted to continue holding that eye contact. It was as if we were in love again, as if we are together just like before. 

"Al, what's with you and Ryan?" Diane tapped my shoulder aggresively untill I turned to face her. 

I raised my eyebrow. This was so random. "We're chillin'." I looked back at the band as I leaned my back against the couch. My eyes travelled to Tom for a quick second seeing him look away in an instant. 

Diane looked at where I was looking leaning a bit closer to my ear. "Are you and Tom finally fucking?" She whispered.

I looked at her, shock written all over my face. This woman is so weird. Everything she says is always off-topic. What the hell am I even suppost to say? Not anymore. "No, we're not. Why are you still expecting that to happen?" I narrowed my eyes at her waiting for her answer.

She shrugged and bit her lip. "It feels like there's some chemistry around you two," Diane said looking at Tom before turning back to me. "But that fuckhead keeps fucking other women."

Her answer made me roll my eyes. I honestly wish we went public before the break up, now everything's just messed up. Diane want's us together even tho we already tried out. "I'm glad you're the only one thinking that." I said in a dry tone looking down at my lap.

I heard a scoff followed up by Diane's voice. "The only one? You really think I'm the only one to think that out of 5 other people? The whole friend group thinks that!" She said in a more serious tone. God fucking damn. Three steps forward, five steps backwards. It seems like the more time we spend appart from each other the more people think we're fucking. What the fuck. "Why are you guys not saying a word to each other anyways?"

"It doesn't say anywhere that we have to talk." I said back a bit annoyed that we're having this conversation. I'm sure no one likes talking about their ex so how does that make me feel. I looked back at her seeing her roll her eyes in a annoyance. "He has his hoes, I have my hoes. Problem solved!" 

"You guys can still say something to each other. A month ago you still spoke even if you were enemies. What happened?" She raised her eyebrow giving me a disguisted look. So annoying. I just want to live my life yet here I am answering some questions to an annoying girl.

I ignored her question and looked at the band members seeing them finish playing the song. Georg put his leaning against a chair while Tom put his guitar on the stand. "das war Feuer! (That was fire!)" Said Bill looking at the band members with a grin on his face. Tom just glanced at him without a word as he stood up from the chair.

"Hätte besser sein können. (Could have been better.)" Tom said in a dry tone as he looked at me for a full second licking his lips. I seriously need to stop looking at him. He has a chick with him and to top it all of he's my ex. His eyes got ripped off of mine as he walked up to Ginny. He sat down beside Diane and put his hand around Ginny's shoulder. I want to die.

Bill rolled his eyes at his brother's words. He probably said something rude of the looks other guys gave each other. "Sie müssen nur Ihre Gitarrenfähigkeiten verbessern. (You just need to improve your guitar skills.)" Georg said to Tom while laughing slightly. The other band members nodded in agreement making me more confused than even.

"Can't they just talk in english." I said to Diane turning to look at her but she was too busy sending Bill invisible kisses. I really need a partner. I feel lonely as fuck. 

I looked behind Diane and to my horror saw those two fuckers making out. I don't know what's up with me and why I always pick the popular guys. They're the worst and Tom has proven that to me. Ginny was sitting on his lap while he held her waist and kissed her, with the tounge. I want to throw up badly. This makes me feel depressed af. I looked away from the two annoyed and mad. 

I stood up from where I said seeing Diane turn her attention to me in an instant. "Where are you going babe?" She asked looking up at me. 

I scratched the back of my neck. "Bathroom, I'm on my period." I said which was a total lie. Yes, I was going to the bathroom but period? I got it two weeks ago and it's long time gone. I just needed an excuse to get away from seeing Tom fucking another girl.

"Do you need a pad?" She asked me to make sure everything's okay.

"Have one, no need to worry." I said smilling slightly before walking out of the garage and into Tom's and Bill's house.

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