Camping trip - Tom Kaulitz

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝔁𝓽𝔂 - 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻

TOM'S POV:

I've watched Alison practice cheer looking as stunning as ever. Claire was there too, and so was Ginny. Both of them kept looking towards me everytime they had to repeat the choreography but I didn't even eknowledge them. My eyes were on Alison and Alison only. Bill, Gustav and Goerg were sitting on those bleachers with me watching their own girlfriends dance around and do awesome tricks. I wish I could do that too. Watch my own girlfriend do amazing tricks. Instead I'm watching my ex. I want her back. I want Alison back. It's hard to stay away for that long without saying a word to each other. I keep sending her those texts that she keeps fucking ignoring. Every little small eye contact gives me hope for the future. I'm tired of taking drugs every single day that I feel down yet I can't stop taking them because they help me deal with everything. Forget that I exist. A few people from the group have probably figured out that I'm drugging myself because of how horrible I look each and every day. My muscles are starting to dissapear, I'm not even going to the gym anymore. I'm not even on that diet I put myself on. Alison had ruined me yet I keep running back to her, wanting her to take me back. 

Their practice had finished and now me and the other guys are waiting for the girls infront of the school. I'm suppost to drive Ginny, Bill is taking Diane, Lea and Georg and Gustav is taking Christina and probably Alison. I wish Alison went with me and not with someone else. I don't want her in another car. She was suppost to be in mine. 

"Are you and Ginny dating or something?" Georg said raising his eyebrow. I was staring at the floor this whole time before looking up meeting Georg's eyes. Everyone was looking at me curiously.

I sigh. "No, I'm not even into her." I say running a hand down my face as I think about Ginny. She's alright I guess but not my type.

"That's crazy. You guys are all over each other." Gustav said from beside me.

I shifted my eyes to him before replying. "Whatever, I don't like her. I just use her for my hormones." I say in a bit of a stubborn tone as I leaned back against the hood of my car. Half true half lie. I am using her, for my hormones too but just to pretend as if she were Alison. It is wrong and I kinda feel bad for the girl but I gotta do what I gotta do. If I can't be with Alison I can still have delusions about it.

"Oh fuck you're acting like a man whore again!" Georg pointed at me as his smirk grew. "I knew you'd come back brother." He raised his hand in order for me to dab him up but I just stared at him blankly. What the actual fuck. He was happy about me playing with women. Jesus Christ. 

Bill put his hand on my shoulder. "Guys let's change the theme. Why the hell is Ginny gonna be in the garage too?" His eyebrows furrowed together looking at me. Yeah, they most definetly don't like Ginny. 

Both of my hands flew to my face as I ran them down. My eyes shut with annoyance. "She asked to come, I said yes."

"No one likes her." Gustav spoke up.

"You guys don't like any girl I bring to the garage." I reply annoyed. 

"They're all stupid, Tom." Georg said looking at me, arms crossed over his chest. "You know, despite all the jokes we made about you I think you and Alison will be a perfect match."

My expression hardened for a quick second at those words. I can only wish, Georg. "Sure." I let my hands fall down to the sides of my body putting them in the pockets of my pants. "She's with Ryan already." My tone wasn't so joking like. I'm tired of pretending like I hate her 'couse I don't. I'm in love with that woman. My tone was sad as hell.

The guys stayed quiet for a moment just staring at me in confusion. I still haven't told Bill about me and Alison. He knows something is up, he knew it all along and I'm actually glad he didn't tell the others since they'd be asking a million questions. "Are you-" Georg started to speak before the girls interrupted him.

"Hey!" Diane waved at us with the other girls walking behind her. Lea stood on her left side, Christina on the right and Alison was behind them, on her phone. I stared at Alison as all of them walked up to their boyfriends. Alison just stood there in between Diane and Lea. My eyes fell ddown to her outfit. Black yoga pants and a pink tank top topped with a pink jacket. Cute and Gorgeous as always. 

I fixed my position before I heard Ginny's voice in the distance making me look towards her. I regret saying yes to this.

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