[𝐅𝐮𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞: 𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫]

Chapter 40 [Moving On]

ummm from this point onward it's literally just gonna be a bunch of pain 🫶

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You

"Hey, Scara... Let's call it a night, shall we?"

Scaramouche

"No, please... I don't want this night to end..."

"I can't... Move on. I don't want to move on..."

You

"I know, I know, it's hard..."

"I'm going to miss you."

Scaramouche

"Y/N, please!"

"Please don't leave!"

It was agonizing to hear Scaramouche beg you to stay, but you knew what had to be done. Scaramouche's words were blended with his cries, which caused his voice to break and it just completely tore you apart. 

This was tough and painful for both of you.

Scaramouche

"Turn me in! I'll be turned in with you, they'll have both criminals it just-"

You

"Scaramouche, no... You know what she said in the letter, I am to bring nobody but myself... I'm sorry."

"I'm doing this to keep you and the others safe, remember?"

Scaramouche

"But how am I supposed to feel safe..."

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"If I don't have you anymore?..."

He just couldn't help himself. He was sobbing so hard that he began to hiccup, tremble, and grasp his chest hard - this was a full-fledged panic attack right in front of your eyes.

You

Not good, not good...

Scaramouche

"Y/N!"

He wailed your name, panicking.

You

"I'm here, I'm here, shh... You need to rest."

Scaramouche

"No... But-"

You

"I know, it's hard to move on..."

"Come on, breathe with me."

Scaramouche

"I... I can't breathe-"

You

"Remember? Just like my jail cell back at the fatui headquarters."

"Now, breathe in..."

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"And out."

He inhaled and exhaled shakily, his sobs disrupting him.