Searching for my Identity

By ladyhemsworth90

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Logan and Rory finally got together after a few misunderstandings, then got married and got on April 14, 2010... More

Prologue
Prologue part 2
Prologue part 3
Prologue part 4
Prolog part 5
1. Chapter That's what friends are for
2. Chapter Happy Birthday Nathalie
3. Chapter Thoughts and Memories
4. Chapter Sister Bonding
5. Chapter Daddy & Daughter Talk
6. Chapter New Student
7. Chapter New Student Part 2
8. Chapter The Stooges
9. Chapter Let's go to Martha's Vineyard
10. Chapter Serious Conversations
11. Chapter Two Worlds
12. Chapter New Beginnings
13. Chapter Father-Son Conversation
14. Chapter You've got a Friend in Me
15. Chapter Grandma knows best
16. Chapter The Secret is revealed
Just a notification for my readers
17. Chapter Regrets and Confusion
18. Chapter What now??
19. Chapter Sad Eyes
20. Chapter Sad Eyes Part 2
Chapter 21 Let's get the party started
Chapter 22 Thelma and Louise
Chapter 23 Memories
Chapter 24 Business Talk
Chapter 25 It's dinner time
An announcment
Chapter 26 On the Edge
Chapter 27 The Feelings of a Mother
Chapter 28 Telling Nathalie
Chapter 29 Worries
Chapter 30 Facing the Truth
Chapter 31 Emotional Chaos Pt. 1
Chapter 32 Emotional Chaos Pt. 2
Chapter 33 Parenting isn't an easy thing to do
Chapter 34 This can't be true
Chapter 35 Everything's changing
Chapter 36 One Step up
Chapter 37 Tell me, tell me
Chapter 38 Baby, you're thougher than the Rest
Baby mine
Chapter 40 Bonding Part 1
Chapter 41 Bonding Part 2
Chapter 42 Starting a new Relationship
Chapter 43 Looking for proofs
Chapter 44 What the hell..
Chapter 45. The Good, the Bad and the Ugly
Chapter 46 More Evidence
Chapter 48 Confessions must be made
Chapter 49 A Wonderful Day
Chapter 50 It's Time
Chapter 51 Meetings
Chapter 52 Making decisions
Chapter 53 What now??
Chapter 54 Let's get the thing started
Chapter 55 So many obstacles and loosing someone dear
Chapter 56 Look forward
Chapter 57 News
Chapter 58 London get ready
Chapter 59 The Truth comes out
Chapter 60 The Big Challenge Pt. 1
Chapter 61 The Big Challenge Pt. 2
Chapter 62 Thoughts and Talks
Chapter 63 In Omnia Paratus
Chapter 64 In Omnia Paratus Pt. 2
Chapter 65 Long way to go
Chapter 66 Missed opportunities

Chapter 47 What's next ?

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My beloved fans, I'm so sorry that it took me longer than expected to post another chapter, but  now the latest chapter is finished. I want to thank my stunning editor @amys99999 you had done such a great Job again. And I want to thank all of you for your support. It means so much to me and whenever you're Looking for new reading material I would suggest you to read the orignal Tenacious Tulip from my Editor. You won't regret it ;-) so here we go with the next chapter ;-) 

For a brief instant, she closed her eyes as she laid in the warm, bubbly bath. Soft jazz music was playing in the background and the water was a soothing temperature, but Rory still couldn't really relax.

Rory's thoughts were still turning like a carousel in her mind, with no signs of slowing.

The day had started so well when Rory, her twin daughters, and Katherine were strolling through the mall. They had so much fun. It had been fascinating to watch both of her girls together. Norah and Nathalie were interacting as if they were never apart from each other. It was as if the nearly lost 13 years and six months had never happened in their lives.

An annoying sigh escaped her mouth, and Rory couldn't figure out why Tristan was involved in this whole situation. She never expected him to get into something so sordid. It seemed impossible and unreal.

While Rory tried to distract herself a little bit and lose herself in her bath, Logan was in the living room of the hotel suite with his eldest daughter Nathalie. "So tell me, how was your day, sweetie? Did you have a good time at the movies with Norah and Grandma?" Logan tried to get the conversation going.

"We had a lot of fun, dad. It was one of my best days in a long time. Norah and I have so much in common. It's the most amazing thing. I feel as though I have always known her. I still feel so sorry for her because she grew up with another family without having a clue that her real family was terribly missing her,"Nathalie said with a thoughtful smile on her face. She continued, "And she loves horses. She even has a kind of own horse in Lower Austria on a farm. Its name is Bruce. She wants me to meet him and asked if I could come along with her to the horse farm. So dad, can I go with her to the farm tomorrow?" She waited for an answer and looked at her father. "Dad, you seem so off, what's wrong? "

Nathalie looked into her father's concerned face and felt a massive tension in the room, but still, she was hoping that her father wouldn't confront her with more troubling news.

"Nathalie, I'm really happy for you that you and your sister had an excellent day, but I have to talk to you about Jason. I know you like this boy, but... "

"But what dad?" Nat asked as she tried to ignore her queasy increasing feelings in her gut.

"Mom and I talked about Jason, and, in our opinion, it would be better if you don't spend more time with him. We don't have a good feeling about him. Please try to understand," Logan explained to her and tried his best to prepare himself for the upcoming answers.

"No, Dad, you can't expect me to break up with Jason. I really like him a lot. I'm not gonna break up with him because you guys don't like him, dad. I'm not your little girl anymore. I'm fourteen and can decide for myself!" She looked accusingly at Logan and said, "I guess you had much more experience than me when you were my age, but that is no reason to doubt me!" She was fuming, jumped up from the couch and were pacing like a tiger in the cage up and down in the living room of their hotel suite.

She stopped for a moment and turned to her father. "Dolly... "

"How dare you call me Dolly, dad. I don't understand why you've suddenly become so conservative and conventional. And especially how did you get the idea that I have to break up with him now?

It wasn't a problem for you before that I spend time with him after school at Grandpa's Diner or go to the movies with him. Give me one good reason why I want to break up with him when I am so in love with him," she hurled at him, and slowly tears came to her eyes. She was so angry and shocked by her father's behavior. Of course, she knew that he had a hard time accepting that she had been having a relationship with Jason for a few weeks.

"Nathalie...Dolly, please calm down!" Logan begged her, got up from the sofa, and stopped in front of her.

"No, dad..no..", she whispered tearfully and tried to ignore her emotional chaos for now.

"Dolly please," he murmured and Logan was heartbroken when he saw his daughter standing in front of him, looking at him with the saddest eyes he had ever seen.

"Please tell me why daddy. Please.." she whimpered and felt how her tension slowly eased. Logan seized the opportunity and took his daughter in his arms. However, she clenched her fists against his chest. "I'll ask you again why Dad?" she sobbed, and although the whole situation had made Nat so angry, she was glad that her dad was there.

"I don't know if it would be good to tell you why Nathalie. Some day you'll understand why. Please believe me and mom, we never mean to hurt you on purpose. But sometimes it's better not to know the truth. Mom and I love you so much, and it hurts us too that you have to go through so many emotional obstacles." Logan said with a soothing voice and tried everything to calm down his crying daughter in his arms. 



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