"Um, hello friends, family, loved ones of Jungkook," Jimin stepped up to the podium. "I-I think most of you know me, but if you don't, I'm Jimin, Park Jimin. Jungkook and I were married for two years. If we haven't met, trust me, this isn't the way I wanted."
He took a deep breath. "As a lot of you know, Jungkook and I lived on a hill. It was a beautiful place, until two days ago when it-" He started tearing up. "When it took away my lover, my best friend. We didn't know our house was built on a poor foundation. It never rains where we live, but sudden heavy rainfall caused a mudslide and...everything collapsed, crushing the life of a beautiful person that loved-" He paused for a second. "That loved everyone.
"I wish I was there, to at least say goodbye," Tears flowed a bit faster. "Instead of being informed by the police after he had been gone for hours. I'm so sad about a lot of things, but the thing that hurts me most is that he died alone.
"I, I miss him so much, but we're not here to wallow in sadness, we're here to celebrate his life, to celebrate the life of the best person in the world," Jimin wiped his eyes, though it didn't do much, the tears came back even faster. "I'd like to share our love story, because those years were the best six years of my life.
"Um, we met out of nowhere. He was just a stranger I bumped into, yet those first three words he said to me changed my life. On accident, instead of saying sorry, he said, 'Hey you're cute.' And then we started talking that day, and that day turned into four years, and I was in love, and I still am. But after those four years I couldn't take it any longer, I asked him to marry me, I had to. So we eloped, and moved in together on the hill. Jungkook loved it there. Who knew something a person loved so much could bring so much harm to him?
"But...I hope he's in a better place," Jimin concluded. "I hope he's watching down on us, smiling because he knows how much he's loved. And...and I have faith that I'll see him again I just...I just need him right now."
And with that heavy realization he broke down, collapsing. He fell onto his knees, bending over with his face to the ground. He couldn't do it. How could he do anything without Jungkook?
He had to get carried of stage.
A/N: I'm sorry this isn't very good I can't make sad things.
See that's the problem when I get a new notebook, the first few are always kind of bad because I end up getting excited and making like four oneshots in a night (don't know how what the fuck I've been working on one for the past five days)
But a pro to that is that usually a couple after the bad ones there's usually a really good one after the patch of not so great ones ^^
Funny thing, I'm writing in something that's supposed to be used as a prayer journal. The front says but first pray. I'm like oops Jikook are definitely sinning in football-
Also I used a word I've never used before (I'm not going to tell you which one you'll find out eventually) and it's not exactly prayer journal appropriate. Literally on every page there's either the term, "Rejoice Always" or "Pray Without Ceasing" And like I love Jesus but I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to hear these prayers directly if you know what I mean haha-
It does not mean smut that's for sure. My last oneshot is the closest you're getting to smut from me. Like I'm here for your daily dose of wholesome (well I mean this oneshot is an exception but-) you can get smut somewhere else.
Okay onto a different topics. Can I get a fuck? No? This'll help you say it;
Kill me now~
I'm dead now~
If you couldn't tell that was Serendipity.
Anyways. Jikook are wearing corsets! Can I get a fuck yeah equality! Can I get a fuck yeah for being yourself! Can I get a fuck yeah for Jikook defying gender norms in an actual photoshoot! I mean like Jimin was whole ass looking like Harry Styles in this photoshoot;
And of course we all know Harry Styles is also a very big supporter of the LGBTQ community and also works hard to defy gender norms so like yes my love for Harry Styles grows!
But anyways, Jimin was dressed like that in Love Yourself Version S I think...let me check..
Yesss bitch I was right you know I have the on point guessing of those albums lol ^^ The only ones I know for sure are Tear R, and Her V, that's it, the rest I couldn't tell you but every time I've guessed I've gotten it right so...your girl is a true ARMY.
Holy Shit I'm rambling. Yes, Jimin dressed like that, but Jikook wore corsets. Fuck yes defying gender norms. Bangtan hasn't been this out in the open about supporting this kind of thing since like 2017. Like remember this either super iconic or super underappreciated (depends on who you ask) from Singles Magizine?
Where Like Hoseok was wearing a skirt and they were wearing fishnet stocking and then there was this iconic Joon picture?
So beautiful.
So yes, fuck gender norms! Let people wear whatever they want!
I just realized I have so much to say you don't even know.
So I didn't talk about Ego.
And I'm sure you all are like what the fuck but like my dad spoiled it for me right as I woke up so I didn't want to talk about it. That was the day I cried too many times to.
It was so good!! It was so Hosoek in every way like I love that they know how BTS are and work together to make their own music videos perfect for the. Like I wish every company was like that.
And then the itty bitty Hoseok pictures like-
I really don't like kids but I would hug itty bitty Hobi forever.
I love my four year old cousin though he's so cute ^^ he tried to beat me up.
But anyways, all the connections to all the other videos too. Like oh my God. Why was Big Hit like already planning their timeline like right after Jesus floated up to heaven or something? Like was it "Okay well God is gone from the Earth let's go plan to bring 7 angels to try to make up for it in 2013 years"
Just a disclaimer I'm going to get a little bit of my religion opinion out and I want to use this paragraph to say that I'm not trying to force my religion on you of course, if you are religious but not Christian, please follow your God, and if you're not, please just be a good person and follow Namjesus and you'll probably end up going to heaven anyways.
But alright, I just want to say, what is going through people's minds when they stand on the side of the road and are like "Repent or you'll go to hell!" "Follow Jesus or you'll go to hell!" Like not only are you turning people off from your religion, you're telling me there's no way Namjoon's not going to hell and I'm like um bitch sure he's angel wings are a little musty dusty from the pain of this world, example;
But he's not going to hell. Not even expensive girl can send him there. He's been forgiven of that sin.
I think rules are too strict sometimes. Like I can't wrap my head around people thinking really really good people are going to hell just because they don't believe in God.
Like-
Okay we're done with religion, my leg is shaking and I'm going to talk about something else.
I feel like I'm covering a ton of controversial shit tonight and I'm not about to stop.
So okay. I want to talk about the relationship between the LGBTQ+ community and the heterosexual community.
Because it's hella divided.
And it makes sense skin deep. There's homophobes, and because of that the LGBTQ+ is always getting judged. They don't trust that. And I'm going to be honest, I sometimes feel judged by the LGBTQ+ community not really on here but in real life because I'm straight, and I want to say a huge disclaimer I am not saying this to make myself seem like a victim or anything like that because I know for a fact I have it easy because of who I like and those of you in the community are fighting a lot of hate for absolutely no reason, so if I were to come out and be like, "Oh yeah I feel judged by the LGBTQ+ community and I feel not great for it" like that's just stupid if anyone's going out and saying that as a heterosexual I'mma bout to beat their asses for you but anyways, I feel judged, and not because they think it's dumb that I'm straight or anything, but because the LGBTQ+ community feels hostility from homophobes they seem to get defensive kind of around me and like you know, I wish that didn't happen.
Like can we please blur the lines already and just look at people for how good they are as people and not who they're attracted to and/or what they identify as?
I'm an advocate for you even though I'm straight, I love all of you.
I hope I didn't offend anyone by saying any of these things, because that absolutely wasn't my intent, you know I'm the queen of controversial opinions, I have to share them or I'll absolutely die.
Oh! Another thing really fast.
So you know how K is short for okay?
And Pops is Short for Grandpa???
Then is K-Pop just another way to say Okay Boomer?
Love you all ^^
-Mikayla