I bit my lip, holding onto Michael's hand as we gazed into each other's eyes, giggling.
I smirked, blushing. "It's not going to be like this so much with two kids." I pointed out.
Michael smirked, "Don't be so doubtful because I can make things happen." He said, kissing my lips.
I softly giggled, "Really? Like what?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
Michael shrugged, "I'm sure we'll be able to find alone time." He said, putting his hand on my knee.
I smirked, "We've barely had alone time as a couple, Michael." I pointed out.
Michael smiled at me, "Yes but we've been by each other's sides the whole time." He pointed out.
I smiled at him, "Yeah.. We have, haven't we?" I smirked.
Michael kissed my lips again, "You're so adorable." He mumbled.
I giggled as I kissed his lips back.
"You are too!" I said, my voice getting higher.
Michael chuckled, kissing me again.
"Mr and Mrs Jackson?" A loud voice boomed in the empty doctors office.
I gasped as Michael and I immediately scooted away from each other.
Doctor Johnson smirked, "We're ready for you, Mia." He smiled at me politely.
I blushed, looking at Michael.
"Would you mind waiting here, baby?" I sweetly asked, gently placing my hand on his knee.
Michael smiled, placing his hand over mine. "I wouldn't mind." He softly said, gently placing a kiss on my lips.
I smiled, "I'll be back." I softly said, getting up.
Doctor Johnson smiled at me, opening the door as he let me walk in front of him.
The doctor and I walked down the hallway in silence and in a hurry.
"This way, Mia." He smiled at me, opening the door for me as I walked in.
I smiled, "Thank you." I squeaked out.
"If you would please change into this dress in the bathroom over there." The doctor said, handing me a hospital gown as he pointed to the bathroom on the right.
My eyes widened, taking the gown. "O-Okay.." I shyly said, quickly walking towards the bathroom.
I locked the door behind me, slipping my jeans and shirt off.
I took a deep breath, staring at myself in the mirror.
Don't back out now, Mia. Don't freak out now, Mia!
You're already a mother, you have been twice, get over it!
Michael wants children of his own. He loves Rose but he wants his own blood.
I don't blame him, you're always going to be interested in how your own kids would look like.
Wow... I gazed in the mirror as I snapped into reality.
What will our kids look like?
I can't believe I never thought of that! Oh, Michael and I are going to have children together!
Whoa, calm yourself, Mia. You're not even pregnant yet.
Think about this, you may not even get pregnant...
Don't be so doubtful, Mia. Just get it over with..
There's a first for everything, right?
And insemination will just be one of those times..
Totally normal, yeah?
Please?
There was a knock on the door.
"Mia? Is everything alright?" I heard Doctor Johnson's voice call.
I gulped, quickly slipping the gown on.
"O-Oh yeah!" I called out.
"Just a second!" I said, fixing my short hair.
If only I could put it up in the bun..
My short hair shouldn't be in the way, right?
That would be magic if it did.. I smirked, opening the bathroom door.
I forced a small smile as Doctor Johnson stared at me.
"Are you ready for the insemination?" He kindly asked.
I smiled, "Yes." I softly said.
Boy, that sounds sexy.. I smirked.
Are you ready for me to insert your husband's sperm so you can have a baby together?
Are you ready for a baby?
Sexy...
"Please lay down on the bed over there." He kindly directed me to the bed behind him.
I slowly nodded, jumping on the bed.
The soft room became loudly as the paper on the bedding started to crinkle.
"Usually the nurses would be doing this but don't worry, I'm allowed to as well!" The doctor winked at me.
I smirked. Because I was soo worried about that...
I laid down on the bed as I watched Doctor Johnson put his latex gloves on.
"This shouldn't hurt much, Mia. You may feel cramping and have a little bleeding after but that's normal. This won't take long." He calmly said.
I kept taking deep breaths, feeling a headache slowly dawn on me.
Come on, Mia! I sighed, gently placing my hands on my stomach as I stared at the ceiling.
The ceiling is so clean... That's amazing.
I closed my eyes tightly, trying to get the headache to go away.
Out of all the days to get a headache now happened to be the time..
Lovely..
At this point, I couldn't tell if what the doctor was doing. He never really explained if he was going to use a needle or what the hell it was that gets me pregnant. Doctor Johnson is an amazingly kind doctor but he should at least explain to me a little more..
Even Debbie said nothing exact to me..
"And we're done!" Doctor Johnson chirped.
My eyes widened. Really?! That's it?
What the heck did he even do?!
I slowly tried to get up but Doctor Johnson gently pushed me back on the bed.
"Mia, you're going to have to lay there for.." He turned to the clock.
"Let's give you forty-five minutes, okay? Just take a short nap? We want the sperm to be able to.. Work it's magic." Doctor Johnson slowly said, smirking.
I couldn't help but let out a laugh.
I guess Michael is a pretty magical man..
"And yes, you do have to keep your legs up for forty-five minutes. You've had kids before, so this shouldn't be too uncomfortable for you.. Would you like me to get Michael for you?" He kindly asked.
I glared at him.
Let's see.. I have no underwear on and I'm in a backless hospital gown with my legs up.
Sure! Bring him on in!
Because this is a pleasant sight for my own husband to see me in..
"Not yet.. I'll wait until after, please." I kindly said.
Doctor Johnson smiled, "Alright. I'll come back in forty-five minutes. Have a lovely nap, Mia." Doctor Johnson smirked, walking out of his office.
I giggled, slowly closing my eyes.
How can I sleep knowing that I could be pregnant now? I mean.. I can't be pregnant so fast, right?
Maybe.. Michael works in mysterious ways..
Dream about the possibility of being pregnant, Mia! Another little baby! Oh and it'll be Michael's!
So cute..
A man that I actually truly do love and we're having children together.
My life seems to be falling into place now..
I opened my eyes wide open as I realized something.
I could also right now be transmitting my HIV to my baby?! Oh god.
I felt my heart race, feeling the need to get up.
Calm yourself, Mia. Your baby is going to be fine.
You're becoming a stronger woman each day, stay that way. Michael doesn't like you freaking out about HIV, death or anything. So stop.
You are Michael will have a beautiful baby together and he or she will be healthy just like Rose.
Keep the positive thoughts, Mia.
Like Michael said, don't be so doubtful.
My god, he better be right..
I slowly closed my eyes again.
Please be right.