Months went by as my baby started to grow. I admit, it's pretty weird having a baby inside of you. How it moves and all.. Not to mention the little bump you get along with it.
Michael has been obsessed with me as the baby grew. He's so excited! Eventually he found the right hair for him. It stays on quite nicely. He does get sad at times that he has hair gone but he's getting used to his... Wig. The pain never left Michael's head. Hell, that boy can't live without his pills. I can't even imagine how that pain must feel...Michael has been having an amazing year. Thriller gave him eight Grammys! It sold so well, still is! Of course he took Brooke as his date. I'm not surprised, those two have gotten pretty serious the last few months. But it's starting to ease a little.
As for Kevin....Well... He's just Kevin. He's been supporting me, loving more. I do get a slap here and there but he makes sure not to harm the baby. I don't tell Michael those things though, of course.
I have about three more months until the baby arrives. I honestly can't wait!
It's been a lovely break from ballet and modeling, I admit. It's also great because now I won't be forced to do drugs by Kevin.
I've been to the doctors and everything, they told me I've been doing well. Hearing my baby's heartbeat for the first time is the best sound in the world..
I've never been able to imagine myself as a mother until Michael showed me how wonderful children are.
He's great with children, it's beautiful.
I smiled, sitting outside in my summer dress.
A beautiful sunny day.. I thought, gently rubbing my stomach.
"Hey there, baby and baby." I heard Michael's voice as he sat beside me.
I smirked, "Hey." I softly said.
Michael smiled widely, "How are you feeling?" He asked.
I blushed, "I'm feeling great, Michael. Really, really great." I smiled.
Michael smirked, "That's good. Has the baby been treating you well since I last saw ya?" He asked, looking at me.
I smirked, "Of course... Actually, this baby gets rather excited when he's near you." I blushed.
Michael's eyes widened, "It's a boy?" He whispered excitedly.
I giggled, "No, Michael. I actually don't know. I think it's a boy." I chuckled.
Michael smirked, "Then I'm going to guess it's a girl!" He said, crossing his arms.
I raised an eyebrow, "Is that right?" I asked, imitated him as I crossed my arms.
"Indeed, that is right." He said, sticking his tongue at me.
I giggled, feeling the baby kick more.
I took a deep breath.
"Would you like to feel..?" I softly asked.
Michael furrowed his eyebrows, "Feel w-"
I gently grabbed his hand, placing it on my stomach as the baby kicked.
I smirked, watching Michael's reaction.
Michael's eyes widened more as he started smiling brightly.
"Oh my god, Mia..." He softly said, astonished.
I smirked, "The baby kicks so crazily when you're here.."
Michael frowned, "We're leaving tomorrow, Mia... I'm going to miss your baby being born.." He sadly said.
I sighed, "It's alright, Michael.. I understand. You're busy with music and all. It's apart of your career." I said, forcing a small smile.
Michael smiled up at me, "I'm going to miss you a lot, Mia."
I smiled, "I'll miss you too, Michael. Call me every chance you get, please." I said, caressing his face.
He blushed, "Of course. Take care of yourself, Mia." Michael said, getting up.
I sighed.
Michael chuckled, reaching his hand out as he helped me up.
I blushed, feeling embarrassed. "I could've helped myself, you know.." I mumbled, rubbing my arms.
Michael smirked, "I love helping you though." He said, planting a light kiss on my cheek.
I smirked, "Michael, you shouldn't be kissing me.. You have Brooke, remember?" I said, raising an eyebrow at him.
Michael sighed, "We're at a rough patch.. I don't know. We're taking a small break. We're still good friends though." He said.
I giggled, "Just good friends.." I mumbled.
Michael gently nudged my arm, "Hey! I heard that!" He chuckled.
I giggled again.
"Mia, you can call me too if anything happens." Michael sternly said, looking me in the eye.
I slowly nodded, "Of course I will, Michael." I sweetly said.
Michael smiled, "Good."
Michael started walking towards the door.
"M-Michael!" I called out.
Michael spun around, staring at me.
I sighed, "You should take care of yourself too.. I know how you get on tour." I softly said.
Michael blew me a kiss, "Will do!" He giggled, walking towards the door.
"Bye, Mia!" He waved.
I let out a small smile as I waved at him, "Bye, Michael." I softly said.
I watched Michael walk out my bedroom door.
I sighed, gently rubbing my stomach.
I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry. Mia... Stop.. I'm not gonna c-
I felt a waterfall of tears stream down my face as I sat down on the bed.
"God dammit." I mumbled, fanning my tears away.
Being pregnant doesn't help me emotionally. This sucks! I cried.
There are a few good reasons why Kevin and I aren't saying goodbye to the rest of the boys tomorrow.
At least these are my reasons for me.
Main reason, I'm pregnant and I'll become such an emotional wreck. It's embarrassing for me to cry in front of others, especially since I can't control it.
Damn, that's basically the only reason.
Janet's gonna be here to keep be company at least.
The boys are heading off to Birmingham for their first show on the tour. Hell, they won't be back until December! By then my baby will be at least a month old. Aw, Michael still gets to see the baby new and all! Oh, how cute will this baby be! I honestly can't wait... It's a blessing.
I've been given this blessing before but now God gave me another chance.
Thank you.