(Aphmau's p.o.v)
I can't keep my eyes off her. Rain July. She in my lunch and my math class. She so cute. I can't help it. I like her. I talked to her to finally.
Aph: hey.. umm hi!
Rain: oh hi!
Aph: umm. W-Whats your name
I already knew it but I still wanted to ask her.
Rain: the name is Rain! What about you?
Aph: Aphmau! Wo-Would you like to be friends?
Rain: yeah!
Aph: Awesome.
A few weeks later, my feelings for Rain grew even more. The more I learn about her I fall in love with her more. I can't help it. She was so beautiful.
I stopped thinking of anyone who I liked before. Garroth, Laurance, Kai, Aaron. She was on mind all the time.
I was sitting at my lunch table. She sits in front of me. Tears rolling down her face.
Aph: Rain! What's wrong?
Rain: nothing...
Aph: Rain, your crying.
Rain: am I...?
Aph: h- Rain what's wrong?
Rain: he left me...
Aph: I'm so sorry.
I move over to the side of the table. I hug her.
Aph: he didn't deserves you anyways Rain.
Rain: but..
Aph: Listen Rain, your a perfect human bean, you deserve only the best sweetheart.
Rain: sweetheart?
Aph: ahh... Don't worry...
Rain gets up and leaves.
Aph: wait Rain.
I go home that night. In the morning I hear about what happened to Rain. I could of stop her. I could of stopoed her.
I didn't... I feel awful. I felt this guilt for 17 years. I feel so bad.
Mel: Aphmau?
Aph: ...
I start crying again. I felt this guilt, for 17 years...
Aph: for 17 years... I live with this guilt...
Mel: what guilt?
Aph: the guilt of losing a friend... And i could of stopped it.
Mel: Aphmau I'm so sorry.
Aph: I liked her..
Mel: wait what?
I get up from where I'm sitting.
Aph: I liked Rain, but I couldn't save her.
Mel: who is this Rain?
Aph: she was someone I had a crush. She passed away.
Mel: Aph...
Aph: I have lived with this guilt of her death. I see her. She stared at me with white eyes. I can't get her face out of my head. She haunts me. I
Melissa hugs me.
Mel: sweets its alright.
Aph: but it's not. I'm the reason she gone. She blamed me for what happened
Mel: I am every sorry.
Aph: I hide this.. I like a girl..
Mel: that's okay.
Aph: I'm bisexual.
Mel: ..
Aph: I dated Katelyn in college for a bit.
Mel: it's okay Aphmau. As long as I stay with Aaron I don't have a problem.
Aph: I wouldnt leave him. I can't I love him to much.
Mel: good. I had no idea though.
Aph: I didn't want to make it seem I was like that.
Mel: why?
Aph: Aaron wouldn't want me.
Melissa looks at me. She pulls me into another hug.
Mel: you need to be yourself sweets
Aph: ...
Mel: it better to be yourself then someone who is fake.
Aph: gah. I'm sorry.
Mel: don't be sorry. It okay.
I start crying in her arms.
Aph: Melissa...
Mel: yes?
Aph: you look like her..
Mel: I do?
Aph: yes.
Mel: ow..
Aph: e...
We both fall to the floor. ...
Hey guys! Here another part :3. Maybe another coming out later. So yeah! I hope you guys enjoy :3 (next part going to be called Melissa And Aphmau) (pages 6) (words: 590)