Requested: ArtisticPerson2016
Prompt: 55. "Have I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?"
Info: Musical: Dear Evan Hansen
Character: Connor Murphy
Gender of Reader: Female
Plot thingy: Connor is feeling really depressed and upset with his family so he visits the reader at a pretty late hour and the reader tries to cheer him up. Then the prompt comes in and it get supah fluffy.
Thanks! You don't have to do this btw, it's just a weird request lol.
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My music plays quietly as I do homework and study for the incoming day of highschool. I feel myself drifting as my drifting when I hear something hit my window. It jolts me up and I look, but I ignore it, thinking my mind is going numb with drowsiness.
I look at the clock and see it's past two am. I groan and begin to pack my books away, but then I hear another sound banging against my window, I look towards it and then look away. I then hear two sounds banging against my window at a rapid pace. I rush over to it and open it. I look down and see Connor standing on the grass.
"Connor?" I whisper yell. He waves and points his thumb towards the front of the house. "I'll let you in."
I quietly run downstairs and open the door. I see Connor more closely and examine his tired face. I see his dark circles are worse than normal, his hair isn't as made as it usually is, and his cheeks are hallow.
"Connor, baby, what's wrong?" I ask as I close the door. I turn and see him standing behind me. He shrugs and walks quietly up to my room. I follow behind him and grasp his hand once he gets to my room. I close the door as he let's go of my hand and he curls up in a ball on my bed.
I turn and sigh.
Connor had been coming over a lot lately, my parents love him so it doesn't really matter. But he never comes here this late.
"Connie why are you here so late?" I ask, sitting next to him and pulling his head into my lap, running a hand through his hair.
"I'm just feeling really depressed.. I feel really... just super bad and upset with myself and everything in myself except you-" he explains. "That's why I came to you.. you make me feel better about everything. You make me feel happy and I wanted to be happy.."
"Aww baby..." I sigh, twisting his head so his tear glistened eyes face me. I force him to sit up and I cup his cheeks. I smile at him and run a thumb over his cheek. "I'll be here whenever you need Connie... I always will. You are always welcome in my arms because I'll be here. I'll always be here for your baby."
"(Y/n).... I don't want to be a bother for you." He says quietly.
"Your not a bother Connor. You know that. I know your anxiety and depression makes scenarios up in your head that aren't true and you know that but your brain tells you otherwise. Your never a bother to me and I always be here to love you.." I tell him. I kiss him softly and pull away slowly. I place my lips in his again and kiss him over and over again.
We spend what feels like hours having our lips moving in sync and my heart pounding in my ears. He lets go of my lips and takes a few deep breaths.
"Thank you (Y/n)..." he whispers.
"I'll be here.. forever and always.."
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I cry evry tme-
I need to be stopped 😂
~~Griffon~~