I should probably talk to you all and let you know what will be happening. I've calmed down a bit, so I'll be professional for this one.
As a writer, I find this a way to express the way my mind likes to wonder off. I believe it is a way of art, if you disagree that's fine; this is not about me.
It is about my books, I've had a few concerned readers messaging me and leaving comments. I will keep both books up and yes I will continue to write in them. Yes, I promise Tears of a God ( sequel of don't trust him) will be published. If you would like my opinion on the matter please continue to read, if not you may close this now. But, there will be more information about all four books after my rambling.
I believe Technoblade in my books is not THE Technoblade. He is my version that I have envisioned for myself and my readers. Therefor I feel the only connection there is, is the name and major characteristics. Example 1 : We all usually envision Techno with long pink hair. Example 2 : We all know him as a great fighter.
The Technoblade in my book does indeed have those characteristics, but he also has my personal touches. Example 1 : I always have him prefer to grab/hug at the waist, but if it's a sad moment I always have him just wrapped his arms around character A's shoulders. This is because my Techno is trying to bring character A into his arms as soon as possible. Example 2 : I only let my Techno lose his temper with his significant other when he is worried. Others may make him with bad anger issues or where he is easily able to control is emotions.
With all of that being said, I'll wrap it up for you guys. I will continue, but right now I'm finding his loss very tough. So, I don't think any of my Technoblade books will be updated soon. (I'm sure my Don't Trust Him readers are already used to it.)
The only update I'll post will be for don't trust him. I have a bonus chapter already ready, I just need to finish the last few paragraph. After this update I'm not sure when it will as start again. But, I will say, when I'm sad I tend to write a lot of fluff, so maybe there will be some after all. Either way, I will let you know when I'm ready to start writing again.
As of now, My protector is the only book I'll be working with since it does not contain Techno. I think I'll be able to handle writing since, as I just said, Techno isn't in it. I'll get the Don't Trust Him bonus out soon.
My last paragraph, I promise. I love you guys and I hope you are all okay. Please take your time to heal as I just explain I'll be doing.
Sending you love
- ghoulwtv