*A tear rolls down your face*
Y/n: I don't know Lando, I really don't know
*You remove the tear from your cheek and sniff, while taking a quick look at your shoes*
Y/n: Somehow my mind still connects your touch to Liams after our kiss. Even though you're an amazing person. I don't understand it either
Lando: So then it's clear I should stay away from you... I don't want to let you relive those memories again, even when I don't know what those exactly are...
*His words hit you. It's sweet of him to take distance from you, but you don't want him to stay away forever*
Y/n: Maybe it's a good idea for this weekend only. But I don't want you to stay away forever Lando. You're an amazing person
*Lando smiles sadly*
Lando: You are amazing as well Y/n... You're fucking amazing...
Y/n: I'm sorry Lando... I know there's a thing between us. I couldn't deny the spark between us either that evening. But right now...? That feeling is hiding from everything... It seems like everything inside of me is overruled by these memories of Liam...
Lando: It will be fine Y/n... Just take your time and we'll see where this thing between us ends. I'm not going to pressure you... Just know that I'll always be there for you. You can always call or text me. I just hope you'll be okay in no time again...
*You smile lightly*
Y/n: See? You are an amazing person Lando. So never, but never tell yourself that you were the one who ruined me. Never. And if you do, then remember our night at the VIP bar. We had fun back there
Lando: I know...
Y/n: So don't ever convince yourself you were the bad one. I'll be back in a couple of races and then we'll see whatever this thing between us was. Right now things are just complicated...
Lando: They are really complicated yes... But I hope you'll be able to process everything when you're back home Y/n. I really do
Y/n: Thank you Lando...
*Then he looks doubtfully at you*
Lando: I really want to give you a hug right now, but I don't know if that's a good idea
*Another tear rolls down your face and you move to Lando to give him a hug*
*He wraps his arms around you as well*
Lando: You're okay with this? I don't want to-
Y/n: I'm okay with it, Lando.
*He grabs you a little bit tighter one more time, sighs deeply, and lets you go again*
*You step back and look at him*
Y/n: Thank you Lando...
*A door behind you opens and Charlotte walks out of the motorhome*
Charlotte: Ready to go Lando?
*Lando nods*
Lando: I am...
*He looks at you one more time*
Lando: I wish you all the best Y/n. And remember you can always call me.
*You smile*
Y/n: You all the best too Lando. Good luck with the race. I hope to see you there up on the podium this afternoon
Lando laughs a bit: I hope so too
*Then he nods towards you and he walks away*
*You turn around and watch him leaving together with Charlotte*
*You know it's wrong you feel like this, but you can't help it. It feels like one of the weights fell of your shoulders*
*It was nice to play the game with Lando, but it just became too much after Liam. This was the right thing to do*
*Even when you know, you're going to miss him*