Jinae; don’t do it for me, especially something like that. Now I understand why you didn’t want Jaemin close to you
Y/n: he knows it
Jinae: what? He knew before me?
Y/n: he figured it out before I could say a word, that’s why I wanted him to go away in case our parents figured out and would make him suffer for knowing the truth
Jinae: you really are obsessed with protecting people, you know that
Y/n: Jinae, I came today because I wanted to tell you that I am leaving *looks away*
Jinae: leaving? Again? To china?
Y/n: don’t be mad when I tell you this, but my eye is swollen and blue because of-
Jinae: *gets angry* our parents?!
Y/n: I have never seen you mad, so don’t get mad. They just wanted to know where you were, and I didn’t know so they hit me *smiles*
Jinae: how can you say that with a smile?
Y/n: I been smiling my whole life, haven’t i?
Jinae: maybe its time to change that, its alright to be mad or talk back
Y/n; not against them, anyways they are sending me to china to finish education
Jinae: I will come with you *stands up*
Y/n: *grabs her arm and shakes her head*
Jinae: why?
Y/n: they told me not to contact you while I am there…. for the best
Jinae: they told you to stay away from me?
Y/n: they said that I am turning you against them and the blue eye came when I told them that I told you what happened to me *laughs*
Jinae: I don’t know how you could smile and laugh about them treating you bad!
Y/n: Jinae Unnie, I been living like this for a long while, I can last a couple of years
Jinae: this is no good, does Jaemin know this?
Y/n: funny of you to bring him inn, there is a rumor about him dating someone
Y/n: The whole day I was worried anxious that I might lose him, my heart was busted.
Y/n: Jeno called me told me that Jaemin still loves me and that it was just a rumor.
Y/n: Apparently Jaemin was stressing his ass of because he thought I might think he left me. I haven’t even seen Jaemin and neither has he seen me.
Jinae: so, you going to “runaway again”?
Y/n: I told jeno to say to Jaemin that I miss him and will contact him soon.
Y/n: What the point in seeing him now, keeping him close, if I will end up leaving him again?
Jinae: why leave him again?
Y/n: I am a bad person at this moment, not a stable life and a useless life with no goal but to protect him and the rest *sighs*
Y/n: when I return back from China I want to be a person who isn’t scared to love Jaemin, isn’t scared to follow her dreams and a person with courage to stand up for herself.
Jinae: *hugs Y/n* I respect your choice or plan, but you aren’t going, alone are you?