Under The Twilight Sky (KOV #3)

Pillows

"Do you like her that much? That's good pero mag iingat ka ha, baka naman budolbudol lang siya". Natatawa kong paalala. Sinabi niya kase na maganda diba? Malay mo naman, ang mga babaeng magaganda ay mga impakta minsan. I'm not referring to all but sometimes? Beauty can be a power, just like what cleopatra used against to Egypt once upon a time.

"I'm not a gullible person AL, even though her beauty is so unique that anyone can fall for her. You know? she's a good person". Natatawa niyang sagot sa paalala ko. Then that's even better kung mabuting tao naman pala yung babae, I know he'll be in good hands kung sakaling magiging sila diba? I'll even treat them sa kahit saan para mag celebrate cause that's a good news!

"I'm not a bitter person Ryuu but kung hindi ka man niya magustuhan, don't worry kase may taong nakalaan para sayo". I reminded him. Yon ang pinaka mahalagang bagay na dapat niyang alalahanin dahil kapag umibig ka, imposibleng hindi ka masasaktan pero kahit ganon ay huwag kang mag iisip na tapusin ang buhay mo dahil lang doon.

Your parents didn't took care and raised you to just committed suicide over a bullshit reason, I know not everyone can handle mental distress but not everyone is the same. Aren't they? Some people can take it and they are able to be the best versions of themselves which is a good thing. Those who are still struggling with their problems, I don't know what advice should I give. Not everything can be fixed by just seeking for advice, nasa sayo pa rin ang desisyon kung anong gagawin mo.

"That's actually the problem, she likes someone else then not to mention that some other guy might her real soul mate". Tugon niya saakin. Well that's too unfortunate, we know for a fact na hindi lahat ng gusto mo ay makukuha mo without striving hard to get it but when it terms of love? Hindi mo pwedeng ipilit ang sarili mo, if he or she is not yours then he or she will never be.

I'm no love expert kagaya ng mga trolls sa Frozen pero naranasan ko nang mag mahal at masaktan ng dahil sa letcheng pag ibig na yan, I hate to admit it but tanga rin ako sa pag ibig. I'm academically smart or quick-witted but when it comes to love? Don't ask, at least love is not a subject but if it is? I'd definitely failed and still cry about it. Swerte pa rin ako na hindi naging asignatura ang bagay na yon, isipin mo nalang diba? Maraming hindi makaka tapos dahil doon.

"Ryuu, there's at least four million women all around the world and yet you're acting like there's only one? That's lame, we're best friends but sometimes? I can't understand you. Not even a little bit". I honestly uttered to him. Natawa siya sa sinabi ko kaya kahit ako ay natawa na rin, I mean totoo yon kase kahit si Mino noon ay hindi ko rin maintindihan dahil paulit ulit na siyang sinasaktan ni Marga pero sila pa rin hanggang ngayon.

"Men are like complicated puzzles while women are the logic puzzle ones, it's the same but it's also different in a way". May punto niyang aniya. That's partly correct, I guess? I mean totoo namang magulo ang utak ng babae. Papaanong hindi? First of all, nauunang mag mature ang babae kaysa sa lalaki. We may not be physically strong but mentally? We are kaya mas maswerte kami.

"Basta, whatever happens? We're best friends forever okay? Nandito lang ako palagi Ryuu, I wish you all the best kaya goodluck diyan sa gusto mo ah?". Masaya kong sambit. I even pat his head na para siyang aso, he smiled but it easily fade away. Parang hangin ang ngiti niya nitong mga nakaraang araw, at some point tatawa siya atsaka makikipag biruan pero bigla yong mawawala ng parang bula.