"Hey, you two are so cute. Want a picture to keep?" A vender asked, I excitedly nodded. But you nervously backed away, I motioned for the guy to give us a second.
"We'll get one good picture, then I'll stop bugging you." I said, you hesitated but nodded. But you went stiff, so I kissed your cheek. You smiled down at me, I then kissed your lips, which made your smile widen you then rested your head against mine. I looked up at you, I couldn't help but giggle. The man then took a picture, your eyes widened in shock.
"Point goes to me!" I cheered, the man gave is the picture and we went on our way.
I looked down and saw that you were smiling for once. Our foreheads were against eachother, you smiled down at me, while I smiled up at you. It was such a beautiful picture, I kept it so close to my heart. But, like I said, after this picture was taken, we had almost reached our breaking point.
It wasn't until you were walking me home, you commented on the picture and how you actually liked it. But it wasn't until we reached my house, you had told me about something that shook me to my very core. Your mother was Jenova, You were searching for her. I backed away from you, because that name had scared me ever since the death of Sephiroth. You told me not to be scared, but I couldn't help it. You brought me into a hug, I pushed you off.
"(Y/n).." you tried to comfort me.
"No, Yazoo." I said, "I-I need time."
I then walked inside my home, closing the door behind me. You tried to knock, but I refused to let you in.
"Come on, (Y/n). Please." You pleaded.
"But, Yazoo-" I tried,
"(Y/n), I love you."
My heart dropped, not out of fear, or despair. I sighed, I then opened my door.
"I love you too." I admitted, you smiled at me. You then brought me in, kissing my lips with passion that can only be described as 'beautiful' and 'pure happiness'.
If only I knew that you were using me.
The Bullet Shell
The time you taught me to shoot was probably one of the scariest things I had to do. Your gun had always hurt my wrist, but you insisted that it would get better in time. We have been together for over a year now, and we were talking about moving in together. This topic would always spiral into us talking about getting a place of our own, and just living from day to day from there. Since we were spending almost everyday together, it was so hard for me to expect that it would be the last.
"Can I stop now? My wrist hurts." I said, trying to hand your gun back to you.
"Try one more." You said, I huffed.
"Yazoo.." I tried to get out of shooting.
"(Y/n)." You said, giving me that damn smile, I rolled my eyes but you gave me a quick kiss on the lips. I sighed, I then rose the gun and aimed, I felt your hands around my waist. I couldn't help but smile to myself, I then felt your lips on my cheek.
"You're distracting me." I remarked, a small smile on my face, you chuckled. I then shot, the kickback on the wrist was a little less painful then the previous shots. The bullet managed to find it's mark in the center of the target. I smiled, I looked at you for approval, which you smirked and kissed my lips. You then took your gun back, you took the shells out of your gun and gave me the bullet shell.
"Yazoo?" I questioned, you looked from what you were doing. Since that night, those months ago, you had mentioned to me that your mother was Janova. It had plagued my thoughts ever since, the horror what was once Sephiroth, was now the man I had fallen in love with. Sephiroth, The Nightmare, was you. I didn't know what to do, I loved you. But being apart of what was the worst thing that had ever happened in my life, was killing me.
"Yes?" You asked, I looked down, readying my words.
"Do you know Sephiroth?" I asked, you gave a look of confusion.
"I don't personally know him." You answered.
"If you're him." I hesitated. "How do I know I'm in love with you?"
"Because I'm me." You answered.
"But you're Sephiroth."
"I'm Yazoo." You said, slightly annoyed.
"You're a remnant of Sephiroth." I tried again, "How do you have your own personality?"
"Because I am just based of his will." You answered.
"His will?" I asked.
"Yes."
"But, Sephiroth was evil. Does that mean-"
"I'm evil? Yes." You answered. I was shocked by your answer, because you were so sweet to me. How could you be evil if you never even raised a hand to hurt me. It scared me, because I loved you. But being involved with Sephiroth was too much to handle.
Can I ask you something?" You asked, I stopped.
"Sure." I said. What you said, Yazoo. Broke me.
"Do you know where mother is?" You asked, my heart stopped.
"W-what?" I stuttered, shocked.
"Where's mother?" You asked again. I slowly backed away, realizing what this whole thing meant to you. Since I was linked to Shinra, you thought I knew where your mother was.
"Y-you," I stuttered, trying to get my words out. "Used me."
Your expression never changed, not wanting to look at you anymore. I turned, and ran.
As I finish this letter, these were the events that lead to us breaking up. You used me, but I still love you. But, I leave this with you. A letter, a ring, a photo, and a bullet shell.
This, Yazoo. Was why we broke up.
Yazoo
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