When you say you love me, no I Love You More
She tried everything, she had proven so much to him. Every obstacle that came her way, she pushed through so much, so she could be there for him. She loved him, and she wanted to be with him. She understood how skeptical he was of her, but to her; all that didn't matter. Living with your brothers and finally branching out and try to find your own happiness, was almost impossible. But she loved him, and she was a thousand percent sure. She had so much love for him, but it was like he didn't care.
He would show indications that he did care, but they were so small. But just enough, just enough to keep her chasing. She wouldn't lie to you, she was tired. But, love was something she wanted to prove to him. But she knew, if this was going to keep happening; she would give up. You just can't make someone fall in love with you, that's just not how it worked. But why didn't he try? At least a little bit, she wanted him to try. She loved him so much, but why does her sanity have to be on the line? Every test, every opportunity there was, she was there for prove it to him. But now, why did they fight? Why couldn't he just give in and accept her love? She just wanted to show him, how much she loved him.
"I have proven myself, over and over." She yelled, "I have proven time after time, that I love you!"
"I'm not someone that can be loved." He said, stepping closer to her; her eyes were pleading with him. "Just stop, stop trying."
"Just let me in," she said, cupping his cheek. "I promise, I won't hurt you."
Yazoo just turned away from her, his teeth clentched. Why couldn't she just forget him?
"Why can't you just forget me?" He asked, still turned away from her.
"Because, when you love someone. You never want to forget them or lose them, the task almost seems impossible." She said, she started to rub her arm. Since they were standing in the middle of the cold forest, she could feel her skin start to chill. "I would follow you anywhere, Yazoo."
He turned towards her, she was such a loyal girl. So loyal, he did love that about her. She has proven herself, he did love her, but it was just so hard to show. So, he pushed her away. In a way, he could tell she knew that; that's why she was so loyal.
"Why are you attracted to someone that you know isn't good for you?" He asked, she sighed.
"It's like," she paused, "You want to make up any excuse that tells you that they're still good, that they're the same person you fell in love with. Because, you can't just stop loving someone; it's impossible to force yourself to stop. So you just keep going, hoping they'll one day fall in love with you or go back to the way they used to be."
Yazoo couldn't help but be impressed by her answer, it was like thought about it thousands of time.
"And if they don't love you?" He asked, she looked up at him with sad eyes.
"You step away, because if you're not making them happy. You just step away, because you love them." She said, her eyes still locked with his.
"Can I ask you something?" She asked,
"Yes." He said.
"Why does my heart scare you, and a gun dosen't?"
The question hung in the air, his face dropped from curiosity to pure confusion. His mind tried to wrap around the question, it seemed simple enough. But he couldn't answer, he did love her; but..he was afraid.
"You want to know what I'm scared of?" He asked, (Y/n) looked up at him; her innocent eyes pleading for an answer.
"I'm scared of everything, I'm scared to move. I'm scared to breathe, I'm scared to touch you." He was raising his voice now, "You made me love you, you made me let you in. And I'm scared it's going to die in my arms."
There, he finally said it. It was out, the question that was longing to be answered. "I'm so scared to lose you, and if I did..I wouldn't survive. You pushed, and pushed for me to love you. You never quit and I never got why, but when I think about it. If this was switched, I wouldn't quit tell you, I love you."
(Y/n) had tears in her eyes, she was afraid to smile. Her question was finally answered, he loved her. He still continued to talk,
"I love you, and I'm afraid of it. I just want to know if we do this, you won't leave." He looked up at her, she was s couple feet away from him.
"Never." She said, he smiled.
"Good, so let's give this a tr-" He was cut short, by (Y/n) running to him and kissing him. Their lips finally touched, he instantly grabbed her waist. Pulling her close, she was like air to him; he was desperate to have her. She kissed him with the same intensity, she longed for this for way too long. Now, she had him. They held eachother close, their kissing slowed but it was passionate.
They pulled away, both breathing hard; but they loved it. They rested their foreheads together, both of their eyes closed. She couldn't help but smile, she knew that the man she wanted for so long now. Was hers, and it turned out that he loved her too.
"I love you." He said, smiling.
"I love you, too" she said, leaning in for another kiss.
