Thinking

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**Tiffany's POV**
"Tiffany, will you be my girlfriend?" Austin asks.
I was not expecting that.
"Austin, this is just happening so fast. I need time to think." I say
"Okay well I will leave know and let you think. Just call me when you have an answer." Austin says
He gets up and leaves. I hear the front door close and I hear his car vanish.
Cole comes up 5 mins after Austin left.
"Hey sis." he says
"Hi." I say
I'm just thinking of everything that could happen between me and Austin.
"So what did you tell him?" Cole asks
"What?" I say confused
"Are you his girlfriend or not?" He asks
"You were eavesdropping!!" I hit his arm. He just chuckles.
"I told him I need time to think." I say
Cole sits on the bed and we sit in silence.
"Aren't you supposed to be in school?" I ask.
"No. I do online schooling now. My baseball career is taking off." he says
"Oh. That explains why you are always home." I say
"Well what about you? Aren't you supposed to be in school?" He asks
"Yes. But I dropped out. I had to much going on in my life that I could no longer focus on my schoolwork. It worked out perfectly though. I had saved up enough money and opened my own store and so I don't need to go to school." I say
"Oh. Well how come you don't do online school or even homeschooling?" He asks
"I don't like online schooling. I tried that for a couple months and hated it so much. And homeschooling. Hmm I have never thought about being homeschooled. Will mom and dad let me?" I ask
"Probably. They let me do online school. You would just have to talk to them." He says
"You know what. I don't want to be homeschooled. I came from a really smart family and I already know how to do a lot. I know how to pay the bills and I know a lot of stuff that is important." I say
"Well mom and dad are going to make you do some sort of education." he says
"They can't make me do anything that I don't want to do. I have enough money to support myself and I'm living my dream. So if they don't want that then I'm leaving this family. I know what I want to do with my life. You can't force anything on me." I say. I get up and leave my room and head downstairs.
I hate people who tell me what to do. I've been through so much already.
I grab a cold water bottle out of the fridge and take a sip. I close the fridge and go to the study. The study is where we go to get some quiet. The rule is if the door to the study is closed don't bother whoever is in there.
I close the door behind me and sit at the desk to think. I think of all the positives first.
'I get to date my idol. He is extremely handsome and kind and caring. I can make girls jealous. I can meet new people. I can tell my past to someone I trust. And he is someone that can make me happy.' Then I think of all the negatives.
'We won't get any privacy. I will get hate but I can deal with that. I will have to tell him my past. I won't be able to live a normal life again if the relationship doesn't work out. We will have long distance relationships if he goes on tour or if I have to go back to my hometown.'
I think for a little while longer until there is a knock at the door.
"Come in." I say
Jack walks in and sits in the chair across from me.
"Can I ask you something?" He asks
"Sure." I say
"How do you do it?" He asks
"How do you live your life like this?" He corrects himself
I sit thinking of how to answer this.
"It's really hard." I say after awhile.
"To tell you the truth I don't know how I do it. I just don't think about it most of the time but that hardly works. I just try to keep myself busy so I don't think about." I say
We sit in silence for a little bit longer and then Jack speaks again.
"If you ever need anything, just ask." he says
I nod and he gets up to leave.
I think some more about me and Austin until dinner time comes.
We all set around the table and start eating.
"So Tiffany, where do you go to school?" Mom asks
"I don't go to school...I dropped out." I say
"Well you are going to go back to school." she says
"YOU CAN'T FORCE ME TO DO ANYTHING!!" I yell and run up the stairs. I start to cry.
When I calm down I call Austin. He picks up after the 3rd ring
*Phone Call*
"Hello?" He says
"Hey Austin, it's Tiffany." I say
"Hey Tiffany."
"My answer is YES!!" I yell into the phone
"Cool! I just knew you would say yes!" He says excitedly.
"Do you want to come over for a little while?" I ask
"Yes! I will be right over." he says
We both hang up.
I clean my room up and play on my phone.
"What are we going to do about her?" I hear my mom ask
"Mom, you just have to be careful with what you say. And she's right. You can't force her to do something she doesn't want to do." I hear Cole say
"Ya. But you know how important education is to us in this family." Mom says
"Then if anything homeschool her." Cole says
"I'm not teaching her." mom says
"You don't have. You can hire somebody." He says
"Well I will just talk it over with your father." she says and I hear her leave to the study.
I hear a knock on the door and then Cole's voice.
"She upstairs in her room. Leave the door open." he says
I hear footsteps and she Austin enter my room.
"Hey." he says and then sits on the bed with me.
"I want to tell you about my past." I say
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